I'm The Author Of My Life

Once Again. . .

2012-01-25T09:28:00.002+08:00

It's a risk to love.

What if it doesn't work out?

Ah, but what if it does.

. . . Who cares . . .

Beep Beep! ;D

2012-01-24T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hola mi dearest amigos! How's life treating you guys?

Ugh, As for me, I just wanna lay down and forget all my troubles, assignments and a whole LOT more. Oh come on, it's New Year! Chinese New Year I mean. and. . . It stinks that it's so close to final, too. 1 or 2 more month ahead? But yeah, it's SO CLOSE!

Well. Enough about my little whiny-complaining problems. What's up? ;)

It's the 2nd day of Chinese New Year, I'm stuck at home doing nothing. Ha-ha.

But I'm lovin' it. Cause today I don't feel like doing anything~ ~ ~

Anyway, that's my beloved family on the picture above :)

Well I wish my elder brother were there with us, too bad he couldn't come back cause his break is too short. Haih. Anyway, see you soon bro! Miss you lots.

Lately, I've been thinking a lot about him. "HIM" . . .

It's just someone I had a crush on lately I think. Like seriously?

I'm not sure myself either. Brrrr. . .

But seriously, nowadays I caught myself smiling for no reason.

Then I realized I was thinking of him. Weird.

That's all peeps! Catch ya' later~ :)

Kalinichta! ;D

What's Your Status Update?

2012-01-22T22:05:00.003+08:00

I'm just gonna update a little bit,

wasn't able to update for quite a while due to busy-ness in campus.

Frankly speaking, I MISS BLOGGING! ><

It's CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODAAAYY!! BOO-YAHH :D

Gonna be a noisy week with firecrackers, lion dance, drums and a whole lot more.

Anyway, a lot of fun and exciting stuff happen throughout the whole month.

Plus, new year new HAIRSTYLE! :D

Not exactly new cause it kinda' look like my hair before I straightened :S

Spot me! ;D

Teehee. . .

That's all for now I guess?

Anyway. . .

I miss him! :(

OREO :) ♥

2011-12-14T18:08:00.005+08:00

Why am I in such a bad mood these few days?
Its as if nothing goes right.
Fell down, Getting ignored, Nightmares... And I'm so lazy to even start doing revision.
So I decided to munch some OREO.
It really turn my Bad Day into Laughter.
See?
A smile is back on my face :)

Another Busy Week.

2011-12-12T17:04:00.010+08:00

I really hate it when we all get excited about classes are cancelled, then the next week we have a whole FULL SCHEDULE with limited break-time and all. I'd rather attend

classes according to given timetable, seriously.

What's worst than that?
OH!

USPOT! Its KILLING ME!!!!*sigh*

FYI, its the campus line connection. Thank God its back to normal speed now. I couldn't go online yesterday and I was like "How am I suppose to do my assignments??? Its getting more day by day and I won't be surprise if it gets taller than Mount Everest.
Its okay, I'm trying my very best to convince (or to persuade) my parents on buying broadband. Ha-ha. .

So, today I had classes whole morning, and Ladang Kongsi during noon time.

photos taken after Ladang. Thanks to Sheshee. :)

And I was so hungry I could eat a horse.

The picture above proves how hungry I was. I end up finishing everything,

WOAHHHHHH... ITU DIA! Unbelievable. I don't usually finish if I ordered rice.

I braided this. Fishbraid?

It looks nice and finally after Phen taught, I know how to braid dy!! :D

So, straight to the point, yeah. It's gonna be a busy week!
Exams, Assignments, ... a whole lot more.
Well, I'm looking forward for more excitement! :)

안녕하세요

2011-12-05T17:58:00.012+08:00

Was having my tea-break + dinner a while ago, suddenly felt like wanna update my dearest bloggie. Its been a while. Not much to update though. But, well I found some pictures I haven't post up before, so why not now? :)

First of all............ Gonna show you all the new look of walls in my room! Bwahahaha!
*Deng =.= I know it's lame*
Well atleast its not plain and empty anymore.
Everyone decorated their rooms and when they entered mine,
they'll say "Why so empty?? Why this, Why that?" Pffft.
So now, its full with my idols! :DDD

Kim Hyun Joong's latest single album --- LUCKY GUY! ^^

Yeah, I ate a lot.
Don't mind the messy-ness. Haha!

Ta-daa! My oh-so-nice-and-adorable-and-handsome-artists.

Thanks to Phen Syom Chongkolnant for willing to print 'em for me (not for free of course)..

Last saturday, we have this "model search" so-called thingy.
I thought its gonna be like formal occasion or something like that.
But then, those soon-to-be models are so.........FRUSTRATING.
Well, I'm not saying all of them, but MOST OF THEM.
Like, no brains at all! Perghhh!
Imagine, one of UPM students ask a female model

"Girls nowadays being materialistic, they search for looks and wealth on a guy to be their partner. So what's your opinion?"

What did the girl answer?

"I don't know why are you asking me this kind of question"

I was like, WHATTT??? U'RE SUPPOSE TO ANSWER IT!
What I'm trying to say is, its not a bad question or what right? She's so perasan doe! Ish.

Anyway, the girl on the right in the picture above (pretty right? she looks korean.)
She won the award. Atleast she's brilliant, with brain I mean.

Rakan Muda Hari Rekreasi weekend.
Last, last week activity if I'm not mistaken.
We were enjoying watching some band performing. They're awesome!
I wish I had a band or something like that, that'll be cool.

Doing experiment in Biology Laboratory.
That's Onion's Root Specimen FYI ;)

While waiting for Dr. Salmah, our lecturer for Ethnic Relation subject.

By the way, I would like to take this great opportunity to wish everyone MERRY CHRISTMAS in advance!

Seeee ya'!!!

Current Mood: You're so close yet so far. Can't you say something to me for just once like you did before? I BARELY EVEN HAVE THE CHANCE TO SEE YOU IN A WEEK ;(

Behind every beautiful thing, there is some kind of pain...

2011-12-01T18:20:00.005+08:00

You should know by now that when I smile and say "Yeah, I'm fine".

It's actually code for "No, I'm not okay and I feel like my world is crashing down around me"

How does it feels like?

To sit on the edge of your bed,

Head in your hands,

Wishing it would all just end.

I wish that we could have a life like Korean Dramas or like story in novels.

Meeting hot guys like Lee Min Ho, Kim Hyun Joong, Chun Jung Myung and all.

Living a predictable life, no? ha-ha. Life would be much easier if so.

Bla...Bla...Bla... Just crappin' around. Don't mind me ;P

Ottoke? Ottoke?!!! He's shooooooo CUTE!

Awkward Situations

2011-11-24T19:01:00.005+08:00

It has been quite a while since my last update. It's not that I'm busy or anything, (yeah this semester timetable is sort of packed though) , I just don't know what I should update, there's nothing interesting with what I'm up to perhaps. So, to prevent spiders from their cobweb pack up and leave, It'll be good to just update a little something...

Recently I've been through awkward moments which makes me feels bad and all. Seriously. Trust me, I hate it. a lot.. >_<

Examples?

Hmm... Let's see...

Its really awkward when our gaze meets someone we want to avoid badly, don't you guys think so? What's worst than that is, awkward eye contact with somebody who used to mean the world to you, that's the worst. :(

When you look at someone and they're already looking at you. *Oppss! What now?* that kind of feeling.

Awkwardly standing there, as your friend is talking to someone you don't know. Then you'll end up staring at the ceiling and whistling,... Waiting for the conversations to end. Sigh.

A guy suddenly approach in front of you and say "HI" while you don't know how exactly to respond. Might as well just ignore him, but... Won't that be rude? o.O

That awkward moment when you get lyrics to a song wrong. Then we'll be like "Wait... I mixed that that up!" @_@ WTFishhhhh!!

And there's also awkward moment when you think you're alone in a room and sing songs very loudly, and then you realize that there's actually someone nearby, giving you a "what was that??" look. *Oh boy...*

Come to think of it now, there's more actually. We just don't realize that its awkward sometimes. Awkward. Geeez! Haha. I found some of these in tumblr.com ... Those are TRUE SITUATIONS by the way. It really happened to me :S ...How to overcome? I can't think of any better way. Well... Sometimes we just can't avoid, can we?

Gotta go! Adios~

Back to Reality

2011-11-14T21:59:00.007+08:00

Reality as in Life as a Student is what I meant.

~~No more~~ Less movies :( ...

~~No more~~ day-dreaming......

More studies...

More assignments......

and all sorts of stuff to do.

Yeah, well I think I should put more effort than what I did throughout Semester 1.

I've attended my first lecture with Sir Fakhzan today, for BBI2420 Oral Interaction Skill. He wasn't that bad actually, from what I've heard before. Rumors. My opinion, he just wants the best from his students. Yea, he is strict, but its for our own sake too, am I not right?

Hmm... I'm scared though, when he told us about oral presentation and everything that we need to do throughout the semester. Yikes! But I will do my best so that I'll succeed to get an A for this subject! ;)

I miss my family and home though.

But well...

Time flies.

Plus... I think there'll be more holidays ahead, what is there to worry about? Haha.

It has been raining A LOT lately... I'm so lovin' it! :)

I think that's it for today. Better off to sleep early so I won't be late for class tomorrow.

Kalinichta! ;D

Real Satisfaction :)

2011-11-11T13:43:00.004+08:00

Finally results are out.

Im so satisfied with it! Eventhough I didn't get the Dean's Award.

Atleast I did my best, and most of all, I reached my target! CGPA 3.5! ^^

I'm gonna aim for Dean's List next semester!! It's gonna be difficult since I've got Physics, but I'll try anyway :)

Ohyea, I really should thank all the lecturers who taught me throughout the whole sem.

and also...

THASHWINI RAJANDRAN who taught me Chemistry! I don't think I'll be able to get a B- without her help. Kombawayo~ :D

So... Its gonna be a brand new start~

All the Best in Sem2. Fighting! ^^

Pancakes! :D ♥

2011-11-08T19:11:00.004+08:00

Good day, Sunshine! It's raining now by the way :P

What were you guys up to these days?

Wondering what I'm up to? Ha-ha. Nothing much actually.

Movie, movie, and more movies...

Well, of course there's more than just movie.

Most importantly, I've successfully made PANCAKES!

You guys might say "Everyone knows how to make that" or "What's the big deal? Its just pancake" and all sorts of criticizing comments and thoughts.

Well, actually for me it is a big deal. Really BIG one.

For someone like me who doesn't cook at all. :)

I get the idea of making pancakes after watching BOYS OVER FLOWER.

It's my second time watching that movie, cause I really miss F4 and JanDi! Ha-ha.

First try was a big "WHOOPS!!!".

Don't even look like one. Looks like Roti Canai... But the taste was delightful delicious!

Success! :DDD

After a few try. I believe practise makes PERFECT! ^^

SEE???

Wasn't that bad right? Haha.

Also reminds me Shimah Udin's pancake when she and Thash came to my house :D

I'm gonna make more pancakes before going back to UPM.

That's all. Just wanna keep my blog updated actually..

Till then, adios! Have a nice day, peeps! :)

Things to do today :

2011-11-04T11:11:00.005+08:00

1. Make someone smile

2. Make someone laugh

3. Make someone cry (out of too much laughter)

4. Tell someone "I LOVE YOU"

5. Find a flower. Let it know beautiful it is

6. Look a friend in the eye and tell him/her "Thank You for being a part of my life"

7. Think of something to write for #7

8. Be AWESOME

Really wish I could complete all the tasks above. It may look easy, but trust me, definitely NOT easy at all.

Yowza! Be awesome? I am, by the way! *don't mind me* :P

I was just bored. Teehee.

Anyway, one more week ahead till new semester starts! Woaahaaa!

Yikes, haven't prepared myself YET. Exam results coming out soon. All the best everyone! Hope I'll get good results, insyaAllah! :)))))

Honestly I tell you...

2011-11-01T14:15:00.005+08:00

I've been tagged AGAIN by several friends.

These are questions from my Dearest Kam Bao Fen:

1. Do you wish to have a relationship with someone else or are you having right now?

Well... Currently I'm not having any relationship with anyone. I'm single :) But then, yes of course I would like to be in a relationship someday which I don't know when. With who? I'll think about that when the time is right...

2. What will you do when you found out someone who you care the most had betrayed you?

Had to admit I'm no good in handling this kind of betraying situation. But then, yea, like normal people, I would be very upset and lock myself in the room so no one would bother me. Only for a moment I'll be back to normal. BUT. My trust towards that person would become less. As we know, its not easy to get back TRUST once we lose it... No worries, I don't hold a grudge towards anyone :)

3. What do you think and felt about me???

When I saw you the other day, I can see that you've become more mature. Maybe after what you've gone through in uni life? But somehow you're still childish in some indescribable way. Ha-ha. And... I think you're in love, no?

4. If there is a boy who you had a crush on him for a very long time suddenly confess you...will you accept him~

It's hard to decide, really. Maybe I'll decide based on situations. I may accept him if I'm single by that time :P

5. Will you betray someone that u loved if you will get a very large amount of money if you do so?

No. Never. What is money if it had to be compare with love right? Money can't buy love for sure. I'd rather be poor than losing the person I love.

6. What are u afraid of?

I'm afraid of... Being lonely in a huge room eventhough I'm not alone. Its like living in the jungle alone, but.. I would prefer living in the jungle since there's lots of animals there :)

7. Do u believe that the dreams will be coming true if you does not tell it to the others?

Well... Its hard to tell sometimes. Even if we share it out, we can still achieve our dreams i suppose. We just have to work hard for it...

8. Do you love animals???

Why, of course! I'm an animal lover. If not, I would have not choose to study about animal health and stuff right? Because the love towards animals, I've decided to become a vet :)

9. What are your favorite food?

There's a lot actually. Does chocolate count as food? Dark chocolate! Teehee. As for real food, my favorite would be any type of noodles. Mee mamak, spaghetti, macaroni, hokkien mee, just any... And it'll be better if its wet or with soup :D yummy! And I love chinese style dishes... Rice? No. Its my least favorite of all food.

10. Who are your best friend?

Lots of them? Haha. But my best friend since young would be Nurain. But don't worry fen, you're one of my best friends too. Well, I find it hard to determine who's your really best friend, don't you think so?

11. Who do you love the most?

Hmm... There are many types of love, no? If you're asking about long-lasting love, I would say God and my family. Cause what ever happens, they'll always be with me no matter what. My friends? Yea, I love them too. All of them no matter where they are and what they're up to now. And in the future, I hope a guy will show up in front of me to be one of the person I love... :)

******

and these are my questions, but Shimah Udin a.k.a Bawang/Kobis/Venggayum wanted me to answer it too :S

1. Is there anyone in the world you love so much that you could give your life for them?
Well..... I would do anything to protect my family. I remember fighting with some kids because they said something unpleasant about my family members. Seriously, don't ever mess with me or anyone I love, you never know what I'll do. Might be your worst nightmare. Kapeesh? *evil smile*

2. Do you enjoy what you're currently doing?

Yes! I really enjoy my life in uni now. with lots of people I know, I never knew uni life would be so much fun and exciting just like when I was in secondary school. Blok A and F, my coursemates...... They make my life more meaningful! :)

3. Is there someone from past you really miss and would like to locate?

There's this boy that use to be in the same nursery school. I don't know where he is now cause I heard he moved to somewhere when I was a kid. I think he's my crush when I was young :P

4. Do you have a role model? - someone you want to emulate? Whom do you admire most?

My mom I guess. I've always wanted to be like her, I even dream of becoming a dentist like her. But I guess I'm not as great as she is. Still, I'll do whatever it takes to make her proud, and my dad as well.

5. Who was your first love?

A friend of my bro. I can't mention his name here. Heh. Anyway, I was in Primary 4 or 5 that time. I really liked him a lot, and I still like him when I get into secondary school. But then, he changed. He doesn't seem like the guy I knew before. Arrogant, I might say? To come and think of it now, I would say its just somekind of puppy love perhaps.

6. If you could take a year off and go traveling, where would it be?

Definitely Paris! I bet its a wonderful place to travel there. I wanna go on Eiffel Tower :P

7. Which sports do you play or watch?

I play tennis before, not anymore. That's the only sport I'm interested in actually. Why? Hmm... I'm not sure why. Well, I can swim too. :)

8. If a genie granted you 3 wishes, what would you ask for?

-No war. No politics. No racism. I wish there'll be peace all over the world. And no more kids starve and die like in Ethiopia. I couldn't bare watch them suffer while we live in luxurious life.
-Health for my family. I have a great happy family, they are everything to me. Its impossible if I want them to be with me FOREVER, so I can only pray to Allah always protect them and give them longevity.
-Prince charming? Nah... I just wish for a right guy that loves me for who I am. Is that too much to wish for?

9. Between Love and Friendship. Which would you choose?

Friendship. I believe that friendship somehow can grow and turn into love. Unexpectedly.

10. Lying is bad. But are you a good or terrible liar?

I have to admit I'm the worst liar. It's like everytime I try to cheat someone, they'll know it immediately. Probably because of my reaction? or my facial expression. Hmm... I hope I can improve my lying skill someday. Hahaha.

11. What's you biggest fear or worst nightmare?

My biggest fear now would be speaking in front of public and being judge. I really wanna overcome this fear so that I wouldn't have any problem doing presentation in the future. Fuhh, must improve this! Help me with it, bawang!!

Hope you 2 satisfied with my answers. Haha. Good day! :)

Curiosity killed the cat? Ha-ha

2011-10-30T13:30:00.008+08:00

Well ignore the title cause I don't really have idea what I should put as title for today's post.
Anyway, Princess Pinky reminded me that she had tagged me into this tagging game or something.
Well then, since I'm so free today I'll just play along with this game, I don't usually do this kind of stuff. Heh. Seem like its fun though. Ok, shall I start? Oh, there are rules...

1. You must post this rules
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal
3. Answer questions that tagger had set for you in their post. Create 11 new questions for people you've tagged
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them on your post.
5. Go to their page and tell them you've tagged them.
6. No such thing as "YOU ARE TAGGED IF YOU ARE READING THIS"
7. Legitimately (a.k.a trust with all honesty) have tagged 11 people.

I hated to admit it, but I had to disobey the 7th rule since I don't have much friends to tag. Sorry. :)
******
First of all,
11 important things you need to know about me:

1. I have a strong passion in arts and music. Its just part of my life. Music? Pops, Classical, Ballad... Just anything except Rock or so-so type. Its too noisy and distracting.

2. I can be quite sensitive sometimes. But even when I'm sad, pissed off or whatsoever, I'd still try my best to keep calm and smile. So, whenever you see me cry, means that I can't stand it anymore. and if I happen to ignore you after that, just let it be. I just need some time to be alone. Peace no war :)

3. I hate crowded place. That's why I don't really do shopping during weekends unless on special reasons.

4. Unlike most girls, I happen to dislike wearing jewelries. Why? I've no idea. Exception for friendship bracelet.

5. Sometimes for some reason I'd like to be alone. I plugged in my earphone and walk alone, doesn't mean I'm emo or something 'kay? Maybe I had a lot in mind, just need some time to be alone to think :)

6. I have this bad habit of hitting people when I laugh. But I don't simply do that to someone I'm not close with. Sometimes I think I'd do that cause I trust them and I really love being with them, laughing out loud and all. But I'm sorry cause I know it hurts :P

7. I love singing in the bathroom cause the sound effect are awesome. I can hear echo of my own voice,........... ;)

8. My dream is to travel around the world. Especially places in Europe like Paris (City of Love... Aww, how sweet)... Korea, Japan... and I'd love to return to Spain one day :)

9. I don't believe in love at first sight actually. Fairytales? I love it but I don't believe in it. I think, love comes along when you least expect of it...

10. I love yellow~ Why? Yellow yellow dirty fellow? NO WAY! haha. I think its because the colour symbolizes sunshine, happiness... It happens to give me the mood to be cheerful all the time :D

11. Lastly? Umm... I love beaches! The scenery, the wind... Everything! Its perfect. :)

******
Questions from Princess Pinky:
1. Korang syg sy x? cerr bg sbb nape syg sy n nape x? :)

Well........ U think? Of course la sayang! You're one of my best buddies in the campus. Sebab? Kene bagi sebab gak ek? Hmm... Sebab I ske lepak kat bilik you, gossip2 and all. Sorry la sebab dah jarang lepak skarang. Maklumlah.... :P But next sem kalau x busy I akan lepak lagi seperti biasa ek.

2. ad sum1 special x? boley gtau name ? ehemmmm ~

Special? Special yg camne tu? Hakhakhak. Tak pasti lagi buat mase ni... ;)

3. kalo dberi peluang nk ckp ssuatu sy, korng na ckp pe ? ;)

I miss you! ^^

4. pdpt korg ttg sy. ( open minded. sy x mrah :) )

Manje and ske merajuk. kihkihkih...

5. start knal sy kt mna? :)

Bilik TV Blok F Kolej Sri Rajang UPMKB

6. best x blogwalking kt blog sy nih ? ( jujur tau ! )

Kalau time bosan2, best gak la blogwalking especially @ ur blog. haha.

7. korg suka mnum pe? soya or coke?

Definitely soya! haha. Coke? Kalau darurat bleh r minum. hahahaha.

8. mluat x tgk belog sy nih?

meluat? tak la. atleast x mcm dulu...... pink habis2an.....lagipun blog u cute! :D

9. sudi x klo sy nk jadikn korg nih besties sy smpai bla2 ? :)

Ofcourse, as long as u pun sudi... :D

10. ad pa2 pesanan utk sy x ? :)

Study leklok! Jumpe lagi time u masuk diploma, bleh i buli puas2 :P

11. boley x korg tlg LIKE smua yg ad kt blog nih ? *demand jap*

Demanding tul. Baikla Princess.... haha.

Questions for the chosen one:

1. Is there anyone in the world you love so much that you could give your life for them?
2. Do you enjoy what you're currently doing?
3. Is there someone from past you really miss and would like to locate?
4. Do you have a role model? - someone you want to emulate? Whom do you admire most?
5. Who was your first love?
6. If you could take a year off and go traveling, where would it be?
7. Which sports do you play or watch?
8. If a genie granted you 3 wishes, what would you ask for?
9. Between Love and Friendship. Which would you choose?
10. Lying is bad. But are you a good or terrible liar?
11. What's you biggest fear or worst nightmare?

******

I would like to tag...
Princess Pinky (Sorry, I'm curious so you need to answer my questions too) :D
Bao Fen
Aren
Kobis a.k.a Venggayum
Pokok
Sheshee
Anise

That's all I guess?

Stay tuned! ;)

This is bad.... :(

2011-10-28T23:53:00.009+08:00

I'm thinking of meeting up my old friends. Absolutely undeniable, I miss them a lot!

But when I start to think of it, I feel scared eventhough I couldn't even describe how much I miss spending time with them.
Scared of what?
I'm not sure about that myself... I just...
It feels awkward. People change, no?
Its like everyone of them had moved on with their own life.
Sometimes I even wonder, why do I even bother when the fact is I don't even know if they still think of me. Perhaps they're already happy with their life now. Why bother? They don't even care. Its just me being so ridiculous.
Haih... Need to start mind my own business.
But still, I care... I just couldn't forget the past, its too precious for me, really.
...
Did they really forget???
Those times we shared together...
Waiting for breaktime so we could have lunch together, wait...wait...and wait for the time to pass and I couldn't even focus what teacher was teaching in front.
...
For me, I've always waited for practise time where I can meet my dearest friends. Sectionals, Music camp, Marching camp...etc. Eventhough we've all been through hard times. Its worth it no?
...
Remember those time at Spain? Not just that. Competitions and performances somewhere in Kuching or just anywhere that we've been before... We laugh and cried together. Oh please, don't tell me I'm the only one who don't wanna let it go.
...
Not only sweet memories. I remember the times when we fought. I doubt that you guys can recall. ha-ha. Even the smallest matter turns out to be a big fight for us. How silly is that when I came to think of it now. But still, its something special for me. Friends do fight sometimes, i know.
...
Know what?
Sometimes I wish we could turn back time.
Its not like I don't enjoy my life now. Trust me, I do.
It's just that...
I don't wanna lose my friends back there...
Hmm...
What shall I do?
I guess I'll just sit and watch you guys enjoy, cause u know what?
Even seeing you guys smile in all those pictures makes me happy. It shows that all of you had moved on, living happy lives.
Which means.. I need to move on, too...................... :)
Who says life is easy? But it's not hard either, am I wrong?
So friends out there, you know who you are. Just wanna let you all know how much I miss you.
Well. Atleast I once had a friend like ya'all. I'm grateful enough.
Kalinichta! ;D

Wake me up, when holidays ends :)

2011-10-24T09:52:00.007+08:00

no more frown....cause

It's HOLIDAY!!!!!

(I know holiday had started like for the past few days already but I still need to mention it because I LOVE HOLIDAYS)

I had planned quite a lot of "things-to-do" during this hols. But not sure if I'll manage to do everything? or just some? well atleast 1 or 2 right?

Aishh... 1 month seem likely too short for me T.T

For some reason, my laptop is unable to connect with internet...sobs. Kill joy! D:

Anyway...

I've already did a part of my holiday list, examples?

Piano~ I've found my favorite Korean ost music sheets!!! BoysOverFlower, PersonalTaste, CinderellaStepsister and et cetera..... Finally! :) I wish there's piano in UPM so that I can practise everyday, but, its so impossible... Hmm, well then, nevermind.

Meanwhile, continue to create my art masterpiece. If possible, I'll share it here. or not. Ha-ha!

Movies! It's time to sit back and relax, enjoy in the world of fantasies...

I've watched quite a number of movies and dramas since exams ended.

Coffee Prince (sweeeeeeet!),

Personal Taste (It was AWESOME! Lee Min Ho is soooooooooo HANDSOME!),

1 Litre of Tears (A very sad japanese drama indeed. I just can't stop crying. But I love it. Its based on true story FYI),

August Rush (Omigosh that boy is oh-so-adorably-cute!)

and Imma' gonna continue watching since my mom has a huge collection of movies and all. :D

Driving License? Pfft. Till now I still hadn't get my license like WHAATTTT? My driving tutor seriously is getting on my nerves. She's drive me insaneeeeeee ><" Well, I'm not expecting to pass in this short term holidays, maybe will continue during long-break next year. Ohman... means I need to wait for another period of time... T.T damn.*sorry*.

I really desperately wanna hang out with my friends, but seem like everyone is not back yet :( Eventhough some are still in Miri, but... They're busy for sure! How frustrating..

Lately I've received some offers from different university. I'm like---WHY NOW??

Unikop, Politeknik, INSPEN... My dad was asking if I wanna go for Politeknik instead. Kejuruteraan Awam? No please... I had no confidence at all, since my Physics is sooooo TERRIBLE i had to admit. Besides, I'm happy living in UPM with all my friends and I love the surrounding there. So, I'll just stick around, that's my choice :)

Hmm... What else is there for me to write? I'm running out of ideas......................... I think I'm done.

But anyway...

Only now it starts to feel like holiday... Ta-ta for now! ;)

After all that we've been through together...

2011-10-16T23:07:00.010+08:00

All sorts of feelings are on my mind right now.

Happy and excited cause exams are finally over!
Stress and tension, well, results are coming out any time soon. Plus, I'm gonna be in Semester 2 when I return..
and I'm gonna miss all my friends since we're not gonna meet each other for 1 month.
I think I'm starting to miss his smile...
but in the mean time, I'M GLAD TO FINALLY BE WITH MY FAMILY AGAIN! :)
I miss being relax, going on youtube... Not needing to set our time and schedule cause I'm free to do anything I want! ;D

IT'S HOLIDAY PEOPLE!!!!!!

There's a lot of stuff I've been up to after exams had ended. I watch movies, starts to strum guitars and all. So I'm gonna SHOW OFF what I did throughout the week :) Jealous? Don't be. teehee!
After all the stresses during exams, finally --- FUN TIME! ^^

So after Chemistry exams on 13th Oct,
I went with my buddies to walk around UPM
we went to the lake, ladang and all...
It's just so relaxing, especially when you see all the nature around you and get fascinated by the nature that Allah has created. Its just so WOW.

Shimah and I!
She's oh-so-cute if you ask me!!!
We're making "star shape" :) Reminds me of patrick the star in spongebob squarepants show.

My buddies. My life seem incomplete without them by my side.
They meant everything to me! :)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

The next day (a day before I go home) I went out to Bintulu City Point with a bunch of friends.
Too bad not everyone showed up since most of them are busy preparing to go home. :(
Actually we planned to watch movies, but then unfortunately, well..... we didn't know the cinema was so "awesome" since there's only 3 movies and all of them are unavailable =.=
So,... Change of Plans! Instead of movies...

We went karaoke!
It was freakin' FUN!
Seriously, atuk and thash sang like... i dont know how i should describe.
They were loud and all! Like I could become deaf any moment, but thank God I didnt!
It was my first time singing in front of public.
Usually I just sing in toilet cause the sound effect are nice!
Seriously! hahaha. Well........... ;P

Massaging chair! :D

Atuk also needs a massage. hahahahahahahaha.

All of US including pokok whos apparently was the photographer of the day.
I have to admit that I love every photo that he (pokok) took. :) Extremely AWESOME.

Thash
She's always with her same expression when she takes photo.

Atuk Apih Kun
Such a weird name, but I like it! haha.
He's a very outgoing person, easy to get along with. he's so humorous! Eventhough sometime his crappy joke makes me wanna hit him so badly, but, well... Life is boring without jokes and stuff right? ;)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Trip going back to Miri.
Ohyeahhhhh Home Sweet Home here I come!!!!
not to forget, Thash & Shimah came along! :)
See the photos on top? We were waiting for the bus at Terminal Medan.

At Taman Awam!

Hiding behind the pillars, like in Hindustan movies
ROFLMAOAfter tired of walking around,...
***
We also went to Tanjung Beach!!!
I miss that place a lot!
Lots of memories there, especially with band members ;)

Some new friends we met there. They're super cute!

These 2 bracelets mean everything to me! ;)

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

at Amalina a.k.a TELENG's house :)
Selambe je baring at other people's house!
I like teleng's house a lot!
Its simple and tidy... I wish to have a house like that when I grow older!!!
Went to MERDEKA MALL for movies!
CITY ON FIRE?
Is that the name of the movie I watched? think so.
Anyway, it was quite nice, about war, fight in Georgia...
but actually I wanted to watch "Fright Night" cause its about vampires... I LOVE FICTIONAL STORIES! especially about immortals and all.
Due to time limitation, I just can't :(
Its ok. Now Imma' lookin' forward to watch BREAKING DAWN!!!!!!!!!! :D
After movies, we hang out and chill on the rooftop parking area.
We even went to the school where my little brother currently studying at.
Kolej Tun Dato' Tuanku Haji Bujang
wuuuu, sekolah kluster... I'm so jealous!
******
Aww, in the blink of an eye, everything is over.
It's the end of Semester 1 in UPMKB.
I'll miss everything that I've been through here...

So hereby I wanna wish everyone "HAPPY HOLIDAYS"!!!!
Till we meet again, next semester!
Hope everyone have fun and take care :)
-muackxies-
Kalinichta!;D

My tears roll down....unexpectedly

2011-10-13T19:28:00.001+08:00

It breaks my heart when my friends speak sarcastically to me, seriously

Probably they did that unintentionally, or maybe just fooling around
But somehow I still feel sad and heartbroken.
UWAAARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH :'(
sobs
I just can't help it...

Why why why why why why???
Suddenly everyone likes to do that. Its like a trend nowadays or something.
Oh please, I beg you all STOP IT. I don't like it 'ya know? :(

I hadn't cry for so long since I reach Bintulu.
'till now.
Yea I did cry when I first reach here and my family left me. I thought that was gonna be the last time I shed tears... I got it all wrong.

Tears metre: 100%
Be nice with each other, pretty please?

Just seeing you guys smile makes me happy :)

2011-10-08T10:24:00.009+08:00

Today.
Nak cakap HAPPY tak, Nak cakap SEDIH pun tak jugak...
First I was frustrated about my Chemistry marks.
42.1 over 60
And most of my classmates get like 45 and above so I was like soooooo terribly down.
I'm trying my best to love that subject but I just couldn't understand anything.
Like --- UGH!
And next year I'll have PHYSICS in my syllabus like, what the hell???

Ok so I went out to Hartz Chicken Buffet
(*ehem* Aren Robert Jock, you still owe me a meal of Chicken Buffet. I'll claim it when you're back! :P)
with Siti, Cindy, Zameer, Apih Kun and Afiq
atfirst I didn't wanna go since I was quite upset, but then I just can't bare when people starts to beg me to go. Gosh. So I went.

Whole bunch of hungry people.

Ze ice-cream! It's the best food in Hartz Chicken Buffet I think?

It taste like McD Sundae Cone, I miss it so much ;(

Discussing whether he should buy the pillow or not since its on sale.

So at last, Zameer bought the pillow. He's such a weirdo! Manje.. haha.

Atuk da tua tak sedar diri. Oppsie! :P

Ha-ha! Finally!

I fixed this lock for my locker.
Thanks to the guys for suggesting me which one to buy, cause i'm no good in this kind of stuff.
But then I fixed it on my own kay?? See how pro am I? "*feeling proud*
TEEHEE!

Ohyea, remember the conflict between me and my ex-roommate?
It's done. We're good.
We had this face-to-face meeting with some great people, they're awesome :D and everything went well. No more conflicts I hope.

So after today, I bet everything settled and my life is back to peaceful :)
Thank Allah for everything, giving me courage and patience to face every single thing in this oh-so-complicated life... Muchos Gracias ;)

Hugs from me to you :) xoxo

2011-10-05T19:31:00.003+08:00

I MISS YOU TONS!!!

Too bad can't celebrate with you this year.
This is all I can do for you, cause I'm having exams and lack of time to prepare anything for you :(
Anyway, imagine...
ME, FEN, MIN, LEE EN, ENWEI, LOUIS, and etc...
Are there by your side, singing birthday song for you ;)
"Happy Birthday to you... Happy Birthday to you..."
Blow your candles! Don't forget to make a wish!!

Hope you're happy wherever you are babe.
Whatever happens, always know that I will be there for you.
Lots of love, hugs and kisses...
-Anim-

Don't let anything stop you from enjoying life!

2011-10-05T18:00:00.007+08:00

I don't have the patience to wait till exam ends! Need to update my dearest bloggie ><
Anyway, these photos were taken a day before exams starts.
We went to Tanjung Batu Beach! So AWESOME!!!
Actually the taxi driver was like "Sure wanna go there? Only you 2 girls??"
But no worries, we went there with 4 boys. And we're safe. :)
Yea, it's not a good place to hang out when there's only little people cause it's like a hotspot for crime and stuff. Crreeeeeepy.

Anyway, I would like to thank POKOK for taking lots of awesome pictures!
He sure has good skills in taking photo! :D

Its US!
From ur left: Atuk, Budak Cute, Ganu, Budak Kecik, ME & Pokok (photographer)
Okay, that's not their real name obviously. Haha. Don't get it wrong kay? ;D

I like this photo the most! Its just so nice that I can't take my eyes off of it.

Aaaaaaa~ The sunset was so damn fascinating!

Me and ATUK! :D
Look at the world, beyond the horizon...
Somewhere out there... Something awaits................ :)

Last photo shot before we leave.
Hoping to come back soon, some other time! ^^
Wondering who is this "POKOK" guy?
That's him! hahaha. He is so cuteeeeeee ^^

***

Bruise on my arm.
It hurts so badly!
Yea, forgot to mention that I fell into a drain the other day. It was damn embarrassing but thank GOD no one was watching. Pffft.

Went for KENDURI on that day too.
Siti asked me to accompany her.
Well...
Luckily I did well on the first exam.
If not, I probably will blame her for asking me out on a day before exam! Ha-ha.
See that cute huge teddy??
It belongs to PHEN SYOM!
I went to her room to study, with Sheshee, Kak Limah...
Studying with them really helps me a lot! Except for CES subject ofcourse cause everyone was blur about that subject. It's just some nonsense subject. Crap.

The owner of the bears.
To memorize the tokoh of History, Sheshee named these bears.
The small one - Sidi Arab @Melaka
The huge one - Wali Songo @Demak
and ME, Hamzah Fansuri @Acheh
and everything came out in the exams! ohyeah!!

I think that's all for now. 3 more papers to go!!
Wish me luck yea peeps!
Hope you guys have a wonderful day too! Adios amigo :)

This day finally arrived!

2011-10-03T17:04:00.002+08:00

FINAL EXAMINATION SEM 1 2011/2012
All the best everyone! :)
T.I.T.A.S was awesome.
Let's study smart!!!
-Till then, adios-

I MISS YA'ALL TOO! ;(

2011-09-27T13:31:00.003+08:00

Hahaha, Fen! Ur conversation is out published in my blog :P

Obviously it was you cause I don't think Min would type something like that. :)
And, know what?
I MISS YOU ALL TOO :(
Let's hang out when I'm back to Miri!!!
Make sure you guys are free by that time yea ><"
Wish me luck for final exams! Teeheee.
Lots of love ♥,
Nim :)
-xoxo-

Last day to enjoy before FINALS :(

2011-09-26T12:28:00.005+08:00

Yesterday (Sunday) Phen texted me asking if I wanna accompany her to Farley.
I've been there for 3 DAYS, imagine that.
I just can't reject when people ask for something especially my friends.
Friday I went out with Tan and Pris,
the next day I went with Siti and Angela in the morning, and with whole bunch of people at night.
Then with Phen and Gwen the next day.
Today someone asked me out again.
I'm sorry but I have to reject, I need to study. Really.

Me holding Gwen's kite. Weeee~
I just love to see kites in the sky. Make me feels like i'm flying too :D

Eating Beef burger!
Oh yeah, Loxman! :D

My 妹妹, Chira :D She's so cute!

Group photo with budak2 ikan.
According to Chira, they just finished swimming lesson.
Anyway, it was very crowded that time!
I saw Siti's cousin, Naseer... :D
It was fun seeing colorful kites floating in the sky.
I really wished my friends that I went with on saturday night were there too :(

Phen and I.
See my new spectacles?
I LIKE! Hehe.Oh, not to forget, it's GWEN'S BIRTHDAY!

Happy Birthday and Hope you had a wonderful day with us.

Thats's all for today.
Study mode

I just loveeeee Saturday :)

2011-09-25T01:31:00.005+08:00

HELLO PEEPS!
It's already 2 in the morning and I'm still wide awake.
Haha. Maybe I had had too much fun today?
I really should start studying tomorrow for goodness' sake.
Anyway, today was one of my best days in my life!

Shimah texted me suddenly and ask to go for a walk with her to padang.
So I brought Sheshee and Thash along, Thash played her kite~!

Atuk on his way going to play futsal I think?
Look at his hair!
I bet he just got up from sleep. Ha-ha.

Saved Thash's kite.
First it stucked on the streetlamp.
Then it fell into the drain.
*Sigh*

Watching the fascinating sunset view at UPMKB field.

Aww, couldn't see Kubis and Sheshee's face :(

I love this picture very much!

Kubis and Me!

Where did Ganu disappeared to? O.o
Anyway, there's 9 of us went to the festival together.
And seriously it was FUN! ^^

On the train of "Funny Ghost House"
It was so not funny at all!
I mean, yea. I got scared too when the part that something jump out of no where.
Siti even cried. Probably too shocked? Haha. Who knows.

We're awesome!

Pokok and his weird expression. ROFLMAO.

What the heck is pokok doing? O.o Gosh...

Ice-cream! :DD
Ganu got this from one of the games at the festival.
Well, atleast its something to keep as memories right? :)

Gotta go to bed now.
Kalinichta! ;D

Come on! Wake up, people!

2011-09-22T23:19:00.003+08:00

Omigosh, Final exams are just around the corner!

What am I still day-dreaming about?
Waiting for miracles to happen issit? Duh.
I think there's too much distractions. *making excuses*
I'm always facebooking, online, movies and all.
When is the time for me to STUDY?
Alamak.
I'm suppose to facing books, not face-booking!
and now I'm blogging.
Should online less this few days. Seriously.
so.......Maybe more than just a week.
FIGHTING! I can do this! :)
Best of luck in finals, everyone!
See ya ^^ n' Kalinichta! ;D

A succesful team beats with ONE HEART.

2011-09-18T13:27:00.007+08:00

Okay, today I'm gonna talk about ANTS.

What's so special about 'em?
They're small, creepy, nasty and all...
Ha-ha! Actually what I wanna share with ya'all is about TEAMWORK?
Well, yeah.
Wondering what 'ants' have got to do with teamwork?
See the pictures below please :)

This...

And this......The most EPIC pictures of all, THIS!
See how they work together as a team?
Its amazing. No doubt.
Even the smallest creature can work together as a team, why not us HUMAN?

Sad right? I know. It's just unbelievable.
I just wish she'd change, and stop spreading lies to others.
:(
I don't wanna have enemy, having to hate people and all.
It's just a waste of time don't you think so?
Just leave me in peace will 'ya? I would really appreciate that.

Awww, sweet ants couple ♥ :)

This has nothing to do with teamwork.
We just saw it and it reminds us of someone that likes Green Frog.
Hey, frogs are green right? What am I crapping about =.=

Everyone's doing laundry today!
Like --- WHAATTTTTTTTTTT?
Where the heck am I suppose to hang my clothes? :(
><...><...><...><

Oh well. Enough about blogging.
I've got ASSIGNMENTS TO DO for Goodness' sake.

p/s: Thanks to Siti for this inspiring topic for the post today. Much Gratitude :)

Finals are around the corner too.
All the best, everyone!
Till we meet again :)

Friends make life WORTHWHILE

2011-09-18T01:41:00.007+08:00

Today was AWESOME!

Woke up in the morning and suddenly someone asked if I wanna go out.
Well ofcourse I do.
Since I'm starving and there's not even a REAL EDIBLE FOOD here in campus during weekends. No idea why. Hmm...
I've been eating Maggie for like say, the whole week?
Pfft. No wonder my hair falls recently.
Anyway.
I went out with Siti, Afiq and Zameer today!
And was extremely FUN! Those 2 guys are quite humorous and entertaining.
Siti would have regretted if she didn't join us, cause atfirst she doesn't wanna follow when I ask her to, this morning. Hmm...!!

Zameer a.k.a Budak Manje ;P

Afiq a.k.a Budak Kiut ;D

Siti a.k.a Budak Kechik :DD
***
And now it makes me wonder,
WHY AM I HANGING OUT WITH A BUNCH OF KIDS?
R.O.F.L.M.A.O
.Joking.

2 annoying boys! Eeeee...!!!

Weeee~ Had had a great time with them!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Hoping to hang out again, but with more friends of course! The more the merrier :)

Had a nice chat with Kak Limah, opps! I mean Kak Syahirah ;P

Love her tea. I guess I haven't drink any tea for quite a while that's why.
I miss my bro's tea that he made every morning :(By the end of the day, I've got this!
A friendship bracelet.
Thanks Siti! The 4 of us got the same one :D

It's getting late.
Better off to sleep now!
Adios my dearest peeps ^^
Kalinichta! ;D

I love September, Especially when we're in it :)

2011-09-17T11:52:00.006+08:00

Finally TEMASYA MERDEKA RAYA had come to an end.
It wasn't as exciting as I thought it would be, but. Well, atleast its over now.
I did take a few photos with some people, but...
I didn't had the chance to take with some important people. How frustrating was that?
Well...
I guess there'll be more events ahead, so no worries? hmm.

Meet the guys in GREEN.

and the guys in BLACK..

Zameer has a quite charming smile really! :)

Kak Dareen, gorgeous as always. ^^

They look like a sweet couple, aren't they? Aww... :D

Budak! haha ;P

Sheshee!!!!!
She looks damn HOT last night, like OMG!
Alaa, shes got body of a model what... *envious*

Another HOT girl here beside me. PHEN SYOM :)

My cute and adorable head of Block F, Kak Sara :)
She's a very nice person and inspires me a lot!

toodles~

Another Ordinary Day

2011-09-16T10:19:00.005+08:00

16.09.2011
It's just another ordinary day.
Except that there's no class today since it's HARI MALAYSIA.
I lay on my bed lazily, not feeling so well.
It's my fault too for not bringing umbrella yesterday.
I wonder why it keeps raining nowadays. Raining season eyh?

My bro is coming to Bintulu!
He's participating in Karate Tournament this week. Go Azeem!!!
I wanna visit and support him, but I think I just can't..
Seem like this weekend gonna be another busy one again. Sigh.

Last night I text with a guy from Block A, and it really makes me misses them all very much! Since most of us are not in the same course, so we don't meet each other that often anymore. I miss those time we were preparing for "jamuan blok" cause that is when we all get to know more about each other. And it was fun!

Hmm...

The purpose of our lives is to be HAPPY :)

2011-09-13T19:58:00.012+08:00

Something's just not right!

Everything is normal as usual, but then why do I feel like this? I just don't feel right!
sobs
But anyway,
MUST KEEP MOVING ON NO MATTER WHAT!
What's the purpose of living if we're not happy right?
and it has been a BUSY week for me, like seriously!
Block Dinner, Amali stuff, Slides for presentations etc.
Thank Godness its gonna over soon. I guess?
***
Okay so I wanna share what I've been through the whole week.
Last week we had debate between DKHP & DPH for Kenegaraan Class.
It was fun seeing them! Seriously I like.

Our honourable SPEAKER.

DKHP team as the Government.
Aiman, Hilman & Malie. They rocks!

And the DPH Team as Defenders.
They were awesome too!
And DPH won. Oh well. Congratzz.
***
Saturday night we had our Majlis Jamuan Blok A & F
and it's a night to remember.
Really. I was having FUN!

We did this as soon as we reach there.
Alamakkk....
So memalukan, dahlah in boy's toilet. Like WHATTTTTTT?

Isma :)

The most ANNOYING person on earth - Akmal
with

my CUTE ADORABLE Roommate - Thash.

Awww, flowers for me? ;P

Aren't those 2 guys CUTE? Yes they are!
Kamen is cool either!

Dexter, ME and Shimah~

Bunch of AWESOME people that I know.
We're not crazy. It's just that we're LIMITED EDITION ;)

How can I live without them?
Thank God I have 'em living in the same block and all. They're part of my life now and FOREVER! :) ♥

Abang Izzam & Kak Sara. They're so SWEET!

Ganu, Me and Kubis! :)))

p/s: Dear Shesheee,
I am so terribly sorry that I did not take any photo with you during the "Jamuan Blok". Apology accepted right? :) Teehee! I AM SO NOT TRYING TO IGNORE YOU OKAY! Why would I ever do that?? Make sense right? So, I'm sorry *pretty please?*

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

After the Jamuan Blok, the next day I had to attend this Lawatan to Taman Tumbina, Bintulu. So it's like my second time going there. We're doing practical for Biology about Kingdom Animalia.

Alam Kelebar.
It's like Taman Rama2.
Very nais!!!
Me with the Hornbill.
Thanks Sheshee!
photo taken by POKOK! Thanks! :D

For more photos, do visit my Facebook page. Thanks and Bye!
Relax and Chill out Everybodehhh~

-The End-

Happy Eid! :)

2011-09-03T23:21:00.004+08:00

What's up my beautiful people???

First of all, wanna wish everyone

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!

It's not too late right? Well...

Was quite busy the whole week, so am not able to update anything for a moment.

But now here I am!

Gonna show you guys some pictures, the rest, you can see it in my FB account :)

Latest picture of my siblings!

Miss them tons ><"

My cousins. 19 people altogether, well, not all of them are in here. Sad case :(

But anyway, all of them had grown up!

Pretty girls and handsome boys!!

Seriously, I admired one of my cousins. He's so damn cool! :D

My family
(except for the little gal. She's my cousin :P)

Adult girls :D hahaha. We rock!!! \m/

It's US again :) I love this picture A LOT! No idea why.Camwhoring with adorable kidz :D
They're awesomely cute!!!!!><"

After all, I had had a lot of FUN!

And I'm starting to miss them now :(

Going back to Bintulu tomorrow!

Buh bye Miri, Hello Bintulu

Kalinichta! ;D

Crowdedness @ KLCC

2011-08-28T22:49:00.008+08:00

Reached the huge city of Kuala Lumpur this morning.
After settling down at my aunt's house, we went to KLCC :)
It was damn crowded, that's for sure because everyone's busy shopping for Raya! :D
♥ Mubin's Family ♥
My brother just won't smile. Sheesh!

Ha-ha! :D

Japanese Crane. I just love this Origami very much!!
Well, it's some sort of donation for saving Japan stuff.

My brothers waiting for food to arrive. I bet they're starving!

My Awesome Food!
No doubt, absolutely yummy!
Dumpling Soup Noodle + Black & White drinks :)

Love the hats! OMG ♥
How do I look? xP
I prefer the brown ones.

Faking some expressions.
This is what I do when I'm bored.
Stay tuned for coming updates as I reach Terengganu!!
Toodles~^^

I'm Crapping.

2011-08-28T11:10:00.005+08:00

I chatted with him earlier.

As Usual.
I'm happy, excited.
I just couldn't describe my feelings when I get to do something that has to do with him.
I love it when we're having same class, see him fall asleep during classes.
Even during "ladang", people might think I'm crazy but I'm not, I just love ladang!
Cause I get to see him, be with him under the hot bright sun.
I just don't care.
I know, it's not even worth it.
When I think of everything back from the beginning.
He only treats me as a friend.
.Just friends.
Sad? I know right...
But atleast we're friends. Right?
Sometimes...

the best way to stay close with someone you love is by being just friends...

I miss his smile :(

p/s: I'm in KAY EL now!!!! Aloha~ Greetings peopleeeeee :P

Night out with my Dearest Family :D

2011-08-27T22:25:00.003+08:00

Hello what's up folks? :D

3 more days to go before Raya, I just can't wait! Ha-ha.

By the way, went to break fast with my family @ Secret Recipe today.

Nice food! I ordered TOM YUM KUNG. Yum yum xD

Alaaaa, Abi Chan emo. She don't wanna take pictures :(

My lovely parents <3

My adorable little brother, Achak! haha.

Allright, that's all from me for THIS WEEK.

Am not sure if I get to online the whole week cause I'm going Terengganu tomorrow!

Oh yeah babeh! See you guys around! :)

Bazaar Ramadhan

2011-08-27T22:19:00.003+08:00

Before going back to Miri, I went to the Bazaar at Bintulu.

Absolutely WOW! There's variety of FOOD. O.M.G *Rambang Mata*

And yes, I bought quite a lot too, ate till bloated @.@

It was fun hanging out with Thash and Phen too! :)

2011-08-26T02:07:00.001+08:00

Oh I'm coming home!
I.JUST.CAN'T.WAIT.NO.MORE
I'll be home in less than 24 hours! InsyaAllah :)

What a wonderful life I've had! :)

2011-08-22T18:29:00.016+08:00

Hey ya' what's up peeps?

This time it's gonna be quite a long post.
I wanted to update earlier, but was kinda' busy. So now is the time!
Ha-ha. Yesterday I've just finished my second exam. How was it? DON'T ASK. I just don't know.

Okay, so last FRIDAY I went outing with some DKHP-ians from 2p.m till night time.
We went to PCM and Fishermen Village at night to break fast.

Surau @ A hotel in Park City Mall.
It's so nice! We're acting like hooligans, so sakai-ish.
Hang out there until Break fast, then off we go to Fishermen Village.
ZE FOOD!
Mee Goreng + Teh C Peng
I'm so happy although Mee Goreng is like something normal that we can get anywhere.
I didn't get to eat any during fasting month!
I mean, there's only rice, rice, rice, and more RICE! GAH!!!
I DON'T LIKE

SATURDAY

Meeting in the morning.
I didn't know we're having MAJLIS BERBUKA PUASA for our course that night.
Like --- WHAT?? How come I didn't know??
But yeah, it was fun. And most importantly, the food was nice :)

Me and Sheshee... Hehe!

ME! :)

With some of my friends :)
Aww, look at Loqi's innocent face.
*puppy eyes*
SUNDAY

Went out to PCM with Phen Syom!

Need to repair my laptop. Stupid roommate done something who knows what till its not functioning well. Shessh! Waste my money! Siott. It's 50 bucks okay?? What the heck. I'm so not gonna be kind-hearted anymore. NO MORE NICE GIRL! Hmmph!!

HOT N' ROLL!
Love the Parathas~

This little kid is so cute and adorable! Ha-ha. And very friendly.
She looks like Thash! Aww, shoooooo CUTE!

Adorable cows! :)

As usual, MONDAY afternoon there's Ladang Kongsi.
But on that day everyone went back early.
On the way back to dorm, I met HIM!!
I think his BFF sensed something. I mean like, well.......
IT'S NOT SAFE TO MENTION BOUT' IT HERE.
But still...

He makes me smile!

Study Chemistry makes me HUNGREEEHHHHH...!!!
Peanut butter & Jelly with bread saves my life! ♥

Randomness are cool!

Too excited cause in 2 hours --- FREEDOM!

After exams, Kak Syahirah ajak me and Thash to go PCM with her.
OH YES! At the very least I can release stress after exams!

PomPom, Jerook, Touchscreen.
Ha-ha!

While waiting for cabs, we took few pictures.
Thash is so excited to see all her handsome boys there. Thash, thash...*speechless*
Well, it was kinda' awkward seeing all DPPM students there.

I mean, yahhh. Like, so weird! Only me and Thash from different course.
Thank God we all seperated on our own way after that. Fiuhh...
We went to D'Junction. (Foodcourt @ PCM)

Taiwanese Beef Noodle
Delicciiiooouuusssss!!!

Thash. Funny gal ><"
Thash and I!!! haha

Kak Syahirah (Kak Limah) and Yana (Pom Pom)
Thanks for inviting me out.
And Thash, sorry for making you late for class! :P

So exams are over for now.
Going back to Miri in 2 days time. Excited!
I miss my family, my pets...
and yeah! Heading to Terengganu on 28th! Hello West Malaysia!
But at the same time, I MISS HIM.

He left yesterday as soon as exam ended. I didn't even get to say goodbye.
I'm not gonna see him for like 2 WEEKS! Imagine that!
But thanks to Thash I texted him and HE REPLIED!
Sorry I'm kinda' overreacting. But seriously, I'm so extremely happy!
Thanks THASH! :))))

I'm going out again later!
Going to Bazaar I think, cause the foodcourt and bazaar in campus are closing down any time now. Everyone's preparing for Raya already. Semangat! :D

That's all!
Thanks to Sheshee & Phen for AWESOME PHOTOS :)
Till we meet again.

Sparksfly ♥

2011-08-18T14:57:00.008+08:00

Hooray...!! No English Class today~ Wondering where Sir Peter had disappeared to. Hmm...
Anyway. Exams start this week. Till next week. And I'm going back to Miri on the 26th.
oh-yeah-babeh!!!
According to my mum I'm going to Terengganu on the 28th of August, with my whole family ofcourse. And gonna stay at KL for 1 day.
MIDVALLEY HERE I COME!!!!! I.M.Y SO MUCH <3
Menghitung hari ;)
...
Yesterday morning, Ain called me.
She's my best friend since primary school.
I was surprised + shocked to hear the news that her Grandma passed away.
Innalillahiwainnailaihirojiun
~al-Fatihah~
I wish I were there with you Ain...
Be strong all right? All the best and take care @ UiTM yea.
Hoping to see you soon. :')
...
Just now I met HIM at the library.
He called my name. OMG...!!!
and his smile...><
I can see sparksfly whenever he smiles :)

That's all?
Adios amigo ^^

Another wonderful Tuesday ♥

2011-08-16T22:58:00.007+08:00

BOOYAAAHHH! Finally today arrived. It's TUESDAY <3

Some of you might be wondering why I get so excited on Tuesday. I have combine classes with HIM for the whole day...!!! How cool is that? That's why I really really really LOVE tuesday eventhough I hated Chemistry very much. When I get to see him, It's like there's nothing more important in this world that I would care. LOL. But of course, I can still focus in class , barely. :P "Who is he?"...Oh well, let's just leave it as a SECRET allright? Those who knows, hmm, I trusted you guys so better pretend you know nothing ;)

Okay so today, after Chemistry class we have Kenegaraan. And all of a sudden, the whole class blackout. I mean, whole UPM. I was told that the whole Sarawak went blackout? Hmm. God knows. Soooo.... instead of studying I lepak with Sheshee and Phen. Camwhoring? ROFL. :P Here are some photos from Sheshee's phone:

After it went blackout. Look! We're wearing the same type of clothing style: V-collar long sleeved shirt, Jeans and Converse Shoes! ;D Awesome.
On the way going to KSR, sheshee suddenly wanna capture photos. She's so weird =3= Probably people walking behind us are wondering what we're up to, like suddenly stopped. Ha-ha.

ME! Teehee.

Phen braids Sheshee's hair. She can be an excellent hairdresser, seriously. :D

It's us! :))))

Shoes! ;)

We have this Majlis Berbuka Puasa bersama Seluruh Warga UPM thingy going on at Pusat Islam. Actually I feel so lazy to go but then since I've promised some people that I would go, so I'll just keep my promise and go. And guess what? I feel so awkward going there and it's like I'm wearing the wrong clothing. Wrong dresscode? Everyone (mostly) are wearing Baju Kurung & Baju Melayu and yet ME, I wore Sweater with Jeans and Converse. Like WHAT??? Well, i wasn't only me, Thank God @.@
I wanted to talk to HIM but my lips are like SEALED when he's in front of me. ARGH! Why why why why why????????
Sheshee. Don't blame me or anything allright. Wellkkk!
Gotta go. Adios!

p/s: HE TALKED TO ME ! I'M FLYIIINNGGG~ XD
Kalinichta! ;D

Starting School Programme 13 Aug '11 :)

2011-08-14T17:06:00.014+08:00

Hello again! It's Sunday~
I have nothing much to do today. Actually planned to go out but then everyone seem to be so busy, so I just stay in my room doing some stuff.
Yesterday, we had this Starting-School Programme. I don't know what to say about the programme but it was so damn tiring. We're doing presentations for the whole day. O.M.G!!
I was so hoping to be in the same class with HIM but then it's so unfair that Sheshee get to be in the same class with him. So jealous!! He looks so handsome and macho in his black shirt and tie ><" I wish I could say that to him, but I don't dare :S

Atuk Apih Kun sure has an AWESOME skill in taking photos. I love this picture very much! Like seriously, it's so niceeeeeeeeee....!!!

This is Atuk Apih Kun. He spoils the picture!!! ISH. HATE HIM!!!!!!><" He should have look at the camera, what the heck was he thinking? Alamakk....
Pity Lychee drink belongs to Sheshee. I feel bad for throwing it in the dustbin before she could finish drinking it. Sorry! D:

more pictures of us. Hehe. That's me, Ying2 and Pris with Sheshee & Thash :D

No need captions I guess since all of the pictures look almost the same :S

I went to Sheshee's room right after I woke up to take my pendrive. Huhu. My eyes are so tiny! Whyyyyyyyy??????????? Eeee.

with Shimah Udin a.k.a Kubis a.k.a Bawang(according to Sheshee)
She's so cute and chubby! And she's also a nice person. Yea, everyone here is nice except for that ONE PERSON which I don't know why I'm unfortunate enough to be in the same room with her. T.T
******

all photos credit to Sheshee :)

My dearest BFFL - Aren Robert Jock
I miss you very much! Thanks for sending me this through MMS which almost made me shed tears =3=. I hate you but I LOVE U MORE...........!!!!

I miss YOU ALL too! T.T Still wondering when can we even meet ;(
ARGHHH! CLASSES STARTS TOMORROW T.T
Feels like I didn't get enough rest during weekend. So sad.
But who cares, as long as I get to see him during class, everything will be wonderful for sure :)
I can't wait till tuesday! ^^
Kalinichta! ;D

BEWARE!

2011-08-14T11:23:00.006+08:00

Okay, enough is enough! This person has crossed limit of testing my patience
....!!!
I never planned or have any intention to post something BAD about one person, but she really makes me going insane with all her BARBARIC ATTITUDE. Perghhh. I just can't stand it!
Dear readers, I don't think all of you know her.
But incase, for those who know her, BEWARE!
Especially whoever thats gonna be her future roommate. Just wanna wish YOU all the best.
She's not the type of person that you might think she is.
So, be careful and always lock your stuff.
If possible, never leave anything unlocked.
Just a friendly reminder, it's up to you whether to believe me or not.
***
By any chance, if you, YES YOU THE ONE IN THE PICTURE came across to view my blog,
I really hope you'll change your attitude and behavior before everyone starting to avoid you.
Allright, I don't wanna waste too much space for this unworthy people.
Adios.

Exhaustion

2011-08-11T23:08:00.009+08:00

Hola Buenas Noches~
Know what? All of a sudden I hate Thursday as much as I hate Monday.
Today...
I'm suffering lack of sleep, headache and...
Duh. Really need to stop crapping.
But I seriously have to admit that today, the tight classes schedule really makes me wanna faint. Like seriously,
GIMME' A BREAK FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE.
I have replacement class Biology in the morning at 8 till 11.
Then continue for usual lesson which is at 11 and the class goes on until 1.
After that, I have English class from 2 and ends at 4.30 p.m.
Night time after break fast, last but not least, CES class from 8 to 10.
Imagine that? Gosh. Thank God I survived.
And thanks to Shevani who's been there poking me so that I won't fall asleep.
Well, I did fell asleep some times. :P
Probably I was too tired because I slept late last night.
There's stuff to do last-minute.
Plus, one of my friend is leaving to further her study at MESIR. Like WOW!!

So me and some friends went to room although it's so late already, and I played guitar while we sang together. Gonna miss her although we're not close. Still, there's memory of us during KOLIGRASI that I shall treasure forever :)

******
Lately, for some reason I love to be ALONE.
Some ask me if I'm like feeling being left out.
Some wonders why I'm so emo.
BUT I AM FINE.
Yeah, I like being on my own. I do. I tend to be a loner, so I'm okay. I'm not okay when I have to be around everyone all the time. -KERI RUSSELL-

So PEOPLE, stop asking me why I'm always alone nowadays. I know, usually I'll walk together with Pipip and Jojo but not anymore. Well, maybe for the time being. Anyway, it's Fasting Month so you can't expect me to follow them when they're going to eat right? Ha-ha. So no worries, I'm still me ;)

I did not get to see him today. Sad case.
I waited...
At the library,
On the way to class,
Evening time at Bazaar,
......
Still no sight of him!
Seems so hopeless.
He is my inspiration for a start of brand new day. Yea, believe me he is.
It's a good thing that I have few classes combine with his course. <3
Hey peeps! It's getting late. Better off to bed now. Kalinichta! ;D

Kisah Sahur?

2011-08-10T08:42:00.012+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
I just can't stop laughing after something tragic happened.
LAST NIGHT was EPIC!
It's a long story but I'm gonna make it short :)

Tersebutlah al-kisah~ =..= cut it out.
So last night I slept at 12 in the morning (suppose to be count as the next day already, but, who cares!) and Seriously I sleep so well, even dreamt something so nice till suddenly...
Someone knocked the door.
And so I woke up and open my door. My roommate standing right in front of the door. Ok fine, I walked back into the room, went through my food supplies, took a box of jacob biscuit and went off to my neighbor's room. I knocked. and knocked. No one replied. Then my roommate came out and said "Kak Limah kat bilik Siti"...
"Really????" so I walked away, heading to Siti's room.
FYI, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M DOING THAT TIME. FELT LIKE I WAS SLEEP-WALKING.
As I reached her room, 3 pairs of eyes are on me.
Kak Limah, Kak SM & Siti.
Kak Limah were the first one to ask "anim, u ok ker?"
I was like "ok" with my so blur face *according to them*...
Hey why on earth am I NOT OK? That was what in my mind that moment. They're still staring at me as if I did something wrong. So I just ignore and started to open my pack of biscuit. Then someone (forgotten who's that person) asked what I'm doing. Then I replied "EH, BUKAN DA SAHUR KE?" then I take a look at my phone.
CRAP! IT'S ONLY ONE O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING! OMG.
i feel so stupid, ridiculous, nonsense........
Seriously, I was so embarrassed. I wish I could just hide my face somewhere. But. ARGH! Then they all burst into roars of laughter. sumpah, malu giler la!
Then I said "Sume ROOMMATE punye pasal". Sheesh! Why did she even bother not to bring her keys? and yet I thought it was 4 o'clock already cause usually she sleeps over at her gang's room. WTF? Ugh. chill. chill.
Atfirst my friends thought that I was avoiding my roommate. Cause she did went to Siti's room to search for me since she didn't bring her keys. Then they told her I was in the room already.

ALAMAKKK...

So we laughed the whole morning. It's all because of what happened. Then they asked me to view a post "20 steps to make your roommate gone insane" and it was DAMN FUNNY! Really should try it someday. I laughed till I have sorethroat. They even make fun of me on my wallpost. Greattttttt. =..=... But anyway, it was quite a great experience though ;)

Kisah Burung Merak Thash pown kalahh~ haha! Sengallll.......
As a conclusion, "INI SEMUA ROOMMATE PUNYE PASAL!"

That's all I guess?
Ciao!
Have a nice day ;D

A smile is a curve that sets everything straight. ♥

2011-08-09T17:59:00.011+08:00

What's up my dear beautiful and charming people??? :D
Had a great day I suppose? Oh well. Chill out~
I don't really have much idea what to express in this post, seriously.
But, ... Since I've had few new pictures in my camera, I think I'll just made up few sentences?
As you can see, written as the title...... It states: SMILE!

Yeah I am smiling *I think I am*
For those who knows me well, they'll know I have difficulty in SMILING.
I don't know why, but that's me. Maybe I was born this way?
I have a feeling that the seniors named me "Jerook" due to the same old reason.
Arghhhh!
And this dude whom I call "messy guy" also said the same thing.
Not only him, but there's MORE. I don't wanna talk about it.
I know, I know...
Senyuman itu satu sedekah.
Ok so, let's smile together shall we? :)

Sheshe & Me :D haha. It's Shevani actually :P

AMAL SOLEHAH~

She's so cute especially when she smiles! ><"

BOO!

Phen Syom <3

I'm not smiling, but that doesnt mean I'm emo or something allright?
Obviously I'm trying my best to focus on this making-me-oh-so-headache subject.
Until ATUK showed up and took our photos, seriously, he's such a silly person!

S.M.I.L.E

You haven't lost your smile.
It's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there :)

So ladies and gentleman...
Always find a reason to smile :)
Kalinichta! ;D

Shoooo!!!

2011-08-08T09:37:00.003+08:00

Looks like both GARFIELD AND I have something in common.
WE HATE MONDAY!!!!!!!!
But anyway....
Happy Monday everyone!
Have a nice day, a brand new week ;)

-peace yow!-

I know, its all mixed up :P

2011-08-06T10:59:00.009+08:00

Weeee~ I love weekends! I get to do whatever I want! :)
But. Well, maybe not this week.
I have presentations to prepare.
I have revision to do for Exams.
I have...
What else?
Well I'm not suppose to be blogging as if I'm so free right now. Pffft.
Just a short and mixed post aye? I'll make it simple.
***
Ok so yesterday was Friday, I have the whole day free so I didn't know what to do.
I know right, I should've spend my time doing something GOOD.
But then, I slept till 5 in the evening, till THASH woke me up to go to buy something for "buka puasa". My head was spinning...... @.@ WHY DID I WASTE MY TIME SLEEPING???
Fine, let bygone be bygone :)
So last night...................

I was having MOVIE MARATHON with Siti.
"Sekali Lagi" was so nice! and romantic. ><"

This too!!!

"3,2,1 Cinta"
After this 2 movies, then Siti let me watch a japanese Drama Series.
I forgot what is it's title. Only watched till episode 4 then both of us fell asleep =3=
So gonna continue watch it soon.
And hey, the boys in the dramas are SO-DAMN-HOT!
Like seriously.
Ha-ha. So obsessed with a guy called Nakatsu.
Enough about movies.
*****
Here's some picture that my coursemate had just uploaded on facebook.
Our explorace at Taman Tumbina, Bintulu.
And my Awesome Group, PINKY WOMBAT! :D

Aiman, Mai, Daryl, Phen and Me :)Here's a quote that someone used to tell me.
Don't ever wait.
-peace-

Untitled

2011-08-06T10:40:00.002+08:00

I miss him! :(

Eventhough we're living in the same campus, I don't get to see him everyday...
Sometimes I wish I'm in the same course with him.......
My days seem to be incomplete without seeing him.
So I wonder, what is he? Like a drug or something?
DRUG??? No no no.
Should be something better than that.
But now I thought...
Probably he's like the SUN.
He fills me with sunshine ;)

Fasting ♥

2011-08-03T10:46:00.004+08:00

Yesterday (02.08.2011), my group performed Drama Theater with the title 'Sultan Mahmud Shah mangkat dijulang' for our Kenegaraan Class. It was fun, really. I act as 3 characters: Lanun, isteri Mat Piah & Bendahara'... Just some "watak sampingan" ofcourse. But I think we all did well, cause the judges praised our group's work. We are the 3rd group performing. The first group was quite a good drama, but then they changed quite a lot of true facts. They've made too much jokes I think? And the second group was soooooo dragging. Like... Too much unimportant scenes. So.... Hmm. Anyway, it's over! What a relieve. :) Now I need to prepare for another slide presentation, hope everything goes well.

Ok, after that we went to the library. Studied a bit of CHEMISTRY. It's all Akmal's fault, distracted people. What the heck. Most of the photos here took by him using my camera. Hmmph! But anyway, thanks! Hahaha.

Akmal a.k.a Kaki Bangku. HAHA! Although he plays rugby, I shall still call him that, I DON'T CARE! He started it first by calling me makcik dapur. Weelllkkk!! Hate him ><"And this is....

Isma :) Akmal and him are like twins. Seriously, they stick with each other almost everytime I met them. Like, they can't be separated or something. But I'm shocked that this two person have so much difference in their character. This guy, he's so cool and quite. Hmm. Weird. But I like it when he talks a lot like last night :)

The TWO ANNOYING PESTS. They're so the very hyperactive. Grr...

Thash's favorite football team - Arsenal. :)

That's gonna be all from me for today. I have not much to say.
I hope it's not too late for me to wish "Happy Ramadhan & Happy Fasting". See ya' around peeps!

Back to UPMKB :) ?

2011-07-30T23:46:00.027+08:00

Ohayo dear earthlings! <3 It's 30th of July already! (It was suppose to be Yesterday's post, but since the line was so lagging I decided to postpone this whole CRAP that's making me headache waiting for the photos finish uploading) Ok so here I am back to UPMKB. Welcome Back? Pffft. Oh well. Raya holidays is coming SOON by the way so... Hmm... Nevermind.
Anyway, AREN R. J....Remember this? ;D haha.

Allright. The day BEFORE, which was on Friday, I went for a little shopping with mom. It's like "Yeah! Finally a day to hang out with my mom!!!" Cause my mom wasn't here (in Miri) for almost a week. She went to Limbang for this dental meeting or something. Kill Joy betul la, I wanted to spend time with the whole family then suddenly this meeting thingy interrupt. Nak kene nih......><"
Ok so mom had bought me stuff like shoes (as shown above), a few clothes (yipee!!) and she also bought me new camera (well, you can see that on this post the photos are clearer right? :P).. Ok my dad also bought something that surprised me A LOT. Wait till you scroll down and see.

Playboy. haha. I love this trademark. Especially the logo, the head of a rabbit <3 Shoooo cute!

I'm bringing EVERYTHING back to UPMKB. I wish I could just move my whole room there. Seriously. ARGHHH!!! I'm going insane @.@ Luckily my house is like NEARBY, which is 3 hours distance? ROFLMAO... :S

Ha-HA. This is what my dad had bought. Nice right??? OMG. I was so shocked when I saw this capsule-like stuff, and when I peeped into it I saw my four cutie pie in it. Aww, thanks Daddy! ^^

My black tiny little REXIE. It really does looks like a hedgehog. It's bushy and puffy fur. XP

This is my oh-so-cute-jojo. It reminds me of my late jack jack. Cause they have the same fur color. :')

Eeenie! <3

My little bit grown up BUMGU :) He's so naughty! I mean seriously, he can act like cats, dogs, hopping around, he eats dog food... Thank God he didn't bark. Alamakkk. He even likes to climb on people like cats does.

See?? Told 'ya! XD

Here comes MOPPY, she's a shy dog. Really. x)

Finally get to eat McD after craving for like one month long. APPLE PIE my favorite! And fillet-O-fish :) Heard that there'll be one McD branch opening soon in Bintulu. So looking forward! Haha.

My lovey dovey cat named Qian Qian :)

Best friends for like ever? No doubt. :P

They like to lie around people's feet. Even BUMGU does that! I wonder if it really is a goat. =3=

MY TWIN. haha! Just joking. Hey, everyone here say that my brother looks like me. Bleekk, I know I am way COOLER than him *ehem2, perasan jap* haha.

The pest a.k.a Abi Chan :)

I'm gonna miss these two person, especially the time when they fight. Ha-ha.

Notice the word "TANDAS" ? Yea, for those who usually travel by land would have probably stop by here before. and...

Its all HER fault we need to stop at this ridiculous rural area. I dont mean to be rude, but if she didnt drink like the whole 1500ml mineral water we wouldn't have to stop there. This budak really makes me headache sometimes. Ugh.

What's up? ;P

Kid nowadays...

Are so fortunate. She's playing with my mom's Samsung Galaxy Tab! NOT FAIR!!!!! ><

Hahahaha, budok manje! Ok that's my lovely mom with the pest. Seriously she's a pest but I'm so gonna miss her a lot. She just can't stop talking. Even while traveling in the car, she kept on asking questions and stuff. APU! I felt like wanna cellotape her mouth (I'm so mean :P)

Aren't they CUTE? Love these stuff! I wish I can buy all of them but there's too many of them (plus, its not really cheap :(...)

Weeeeeeeeeee~ Now I've got MORE CLOTHES to wear! So happeeehhh!! I don't like to wear the same clothe every week. Huhu. :P

Thash is super cute! :P

Welcome to Taman Air Terjun :)

Thash was already there sitting. She cycles MADLY FAST! OMG. I can barely catch up. Like "HELLO? I haven't cycle for like ages!"
Ok so we cycle soooooooo far then reached the pondok pengawal. THEN we cycle to FARLEY.
Fuhhh! Its the FIRST TIME I cycle so far and my legs are numb. Alamakkk. Thash!!!!
But luckily got her, I manage to go that far. It was fun though. Thanks Thash :)

Thats all from me! Its SUNDAY ALREADY :( Adios mi lovely amigo :D

Sorts of Feelings...

2011-07-26T11:59:00.004+08:00

I'm back! Haha. ITS HOLIDAYS BABEH~ ^^

Uncle man, Aunty Roob, Aunty Hanifah and Timmy just went back to KL. I think they'll be heading back to London & Hong Kong by the end of the week (I guess)...

So the house is back to silence and filled with emptiness,

Well, thank God we have my non-stop-talking little sis. Ha-ha.

And my mom went to Limbang today :( Really wish she'd come back SOON cause I really wanted so badly to go round Miri town before I leave to Bintulu this Saturday. So soon right??

I need to do a little shopping! Cause I'm like more used to shop in Miri area rather than Bintulu, the malls here provide more stuff that I LIKE. hahaha. Nonsense.

Past few days, the guys went out to Marrybrown WITHOUT ME! ><"

SO. NOT. FAIR

Eeeee, feel like wanna bite Afiq a.k.a Nora & Apih Kun a.k.a atukk!!!

Well...

Nevermind, I'm gonna hang out with Budok Kechik, Kak Limah, Thash and the others next time and make them jealous!!! Bleekkk.... XP

**************

So, ya' guys wanna know what I did for the past few days?

Hmm... nothing much actually.

I'm so SICK doing assignments and preparing slideshow. Thank Goodness it's not that many. Need to do 5 journals for English (which was suppose to be done LAST WEEK, lucky me Sir Peter is a nice man) and a slide for TITAS presentation. It's great that my course doesn't have lots of holiday homework like other courses do. Or else, I'll have a bad time during holidays :P

Yes I have much laundry to do. You know what kind of lazy person I am, I brought back a whole bag of dirty clothes just because I'm lazy to wash it at the campus. It's not that there's no washing machine there, but I don't really know how it functions. So........ Home is the best? Agree?? :) I don't wanna do it last minute cause I have more stuff to do during Friday and Saturday --- SHOPPING!!!!!!!! ^^

Had some NICE & GOOD FOOD at After 3 Cafe. Yes, it's nice but costs quite a lot as well. Hmm... Well, not like I'll always have this kind of food anyway right? Once in a blue moon what :)

I know you guys are drooling right now. Hahhahahahaha!!

Mummy bought me new spectacles! <3 It has no much difference with my old ones, except that this one is fully black. Hoho.

Guess WHAT??? My dad finally stops SMOKING! Wuhoooo, Give me 5 daddy! I love you so much! Well, he stopped for like ONE WEEK already, great job! I know it's hard for someone who had nicotine addiction. Still, I'm proud of you dad. and... I hope HE stops smoking too. Yes, its so sad right? I know right... To know that someone you like a lot actually smokes. *frowns* But hey, I think I will somehow try to stop him. I MUST!!! Need to think of a way. Hmmm.... I'll try my very best :)

So... I'm going back on Saturday. I sort of have a plan to go to the beach on Sunday, and have a nice dinner with my friends since we're starting PUASA on monday!! Oh yeah!!! I can't wait for Ramadhan which is just around the corner~ It's my first time fasting without my family. I wonder how it's like when "sahor" and "buka puasa"... Well, there's always first time for everything. SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN TO ALL MUSLIMS :)

Ugh. This sneezing thingy is KILLING ME. My nose..... T.T

Flu, flu, please go away :(

It's WEDNESDAY already.

Like --- WOADDDDDDDDDD?? OMG.

Seriously time flies. Need to hurry up complete my assignments.

2 down, 3 more to go!!!

Later peeps :D

Last but not least...

It's all about HIM

2011-07-24T21:07:00.004+08:00

My heart is beating faster when he's around me.

Even a word "HI" from him would make me smile for the rest of the day.

He's like a shooting star that appears during the darkest night of my life.

And yes,

When he smiles to me,

my heart stops beating for a moment;

my eyes stops to blink;

and... I'm Speechless...

The way he pushed his hair back from his eyes and it fall back almost immediately.

When he folded his arms and shows off his buff body.

When he talks, and smiles, there's DIMPLES!

Oh pleaseeeeeee.....

Is it just another crush?

Well who cares.

I just hope to see you SOON when holidays are over.

I miss everyone in UPMKB,

But I'm glad to be home with my family :)

Till we meet again peeps! ^^

I'm coming home :)

2011-07-23T10:11:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps! How are you guys doing? Sorry for not updating these few days. I was busy with assignments and exams. And yeah, my results are FINE I can say. Except for BBI a.k.a English for Academic Purpose. It was all because of one part which ask for "Part of Speech" which I was totally blur, so BANTAI JE JAWAB. And I end up getting 5/10. Unbelievable and HELL YEAH I'M FRUSTRATED. It's just English duh? I promise to do better in second exam, which contributes 25% to finals. The other subjects are cool cause I manage to get above 10 over 15. Well, its worth my effort perhaps?

Back to the main topic. I'M COMING HOME BABEH!!!!!!!!!!!!<3
But I'm gonna miss my friends here ofcourse. Well. Especially someone. Cause absence makes a heart grow fonder. But. I miss my family more! :)
Aloha beaches! And Parkson! And nice food and shopping!!!! Hope I'll be able to do all of them in one week time.

Wondering why I'm still here? haha. Waiting for my family to pick me up. LOL. I know, you guys will think I'm such a spoil brat or something. Well for some reason I think I prefer my parents to pick me up rather than using the bus. :P Whatever. Plus, my aunt and uncle are coming too. So, I think that's the advantage? Atleast they get to tour around Bintulu. Haha. They came all the way to Malaysia what, so why not? :)

Ohyeah, I've got tons of photos to update but then I think I'll just update it when I reach home. At home I'll have more ideas on what to write. So be patients yea? That's all for now! Have a nice holidays to all UPMKB fellow friends! Gonna miss ya' all. Adios amigo ^^

I'm starting to LOVE this place A LOT!

2011-07-09T23:35:00.014+08:00

Presenting.............
See? I wasn't joking about animals in UPM. It's true OKAY?? Haha. There's lot more but for now I only found these few interesting stuff. Will update more for sure after this :)
Okay, its a DEER (in the picture above)

Pipip is feeding the deer.

A Perfect place to go for a date :)

Addicted to those deers. I'm a deer too now! ^^ "Rusa jadian" that's what they call me =.=

Doing EXPERIMENT in Chemistry Lab ^^

Jojo: Look at me! Mueeeee......>3<
Pipip: Concentrate... Concentrate... Must get it accurate this time!

ERM............ This is.. I don't know. I think it's NaOH? Alaa, sorry la. I suck in Chemistry :(An an & Pipip :)

Pipip, An an & Jojo <3
My best buddies in my course :)

Perfect meal of the day! Pretty much big appetite after class. Fuhhh. Doesn't cost much though :P

Received Parcels again~ <3

Ze BIOPARK where all the animals live. It's like an ANIMAL KINGDOM ^^

.............................

Cool right?? It's..... uRm.. Mushrooms I think. I like the colour, but OBVIOUSLY its Poisonous.

JABATAN SAINS HAIWAN DAN PERIKANAN
The combination department of DKHP and DPI :)

Notice the tiny stuff with spiky hairs. That's caterpillar (I think), Ulat Bulu lerhh.... It looks cute, but we can't touch it. Sad case :(

Taman Botani where we can see all those herbs and plants.

By the end of the day, look what happened to my toe. Soo pity T.T... But it doesn't hurt at all cause those are DEAD SKIN actually. But it did bled a little. Cause I was kinda' harsh while I tear it apart. Hoho :P

Stay Tuned peeps~

Lookin' great eh, peeps? :D

2011-07-08T14:38:00.006+08:00

Ey-yo! It's FRIDAY! T.G.I.F <3 I don't have any class today (oh yeah babeh!!)
But I need to do revision for exams. Sweat =.="
Having Kenegaraan and Kimia Am next.
And CES, BBI & TITAS for the next next week.
Fuh! Can't wait till it ends. Ha-ha.

Candid photos? Haha. We're planning on how to take the most photogenic and NICE group photo for DKHP course. Well.......... Suppose to look nice. The angle is just nice, but it's not fair for those who stands behind, TAK NAMPAK! kesian....

I look HUGE! NO FAIR!!!!!!!!!! Cause I'm standing right infront of the camera. Sheeesshhh....

Diploma Kesihatan Haiwan dan Penternakan Semester 1 Sesi 2011/2012
Spot me? :P
Lemme' introduce them to ya' all...
Behind row: Reyna, Bella, Jia Le (Jojo/Dinosaur), Mai, ME! :D, Daryl, Abg. Nazmi, Aiman, Loqi, Amir, Jason, Hilman, Ammal, Pani, Phen, Tasha, and Ain.
Front row: Malie, Yana, Anise, Shevani, Nabilah, Wawa, Byan, Nadiah, Phoebe (Pipip) and Hani.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ ^^
BOO! :D See ya' later aligator :P

Ohayo!! ^^

2011-07-07T22:37:00.004+08:00

Ha-ha! Don't mind these photos. I was just testing camera while skype-ing.. It was fun though! Anyway, AREN ROBERT JOCK! When will I have the chance to really skype with you?? I miss seeing your face :( It's not fair you get to see my face where as I don't to see yours >< Update me your uni life please? Any HOT BOYS over there? I know you're always obsessed with angmo, but still, Malaysian guys aren't that bad kan? kan? Alaaa... More various choices what :P Anyway. Guys in UPMKB are all nice and everything. But still couldn't find "Mr. Right" either way. Whatever, we're here to study kan. That's the main purpose. So............. WHATEVER!
Bla...bla...bla...
Oh yeah. I'm having exams currently. I mean, this whole week, and the next and next week. So. Urm... I shouldn't be onlining now. But... Alaaa, it's weekend what. I'll study tomorrow :) I'm just worry sick about CHEMISTRY!!! OMG. Really need Thash to teach me. Maybe tomorrow? Sheessh, why everything tomorrow? Duh.
I'm having one week holidays starting 25th July till 31st July. Oh yeah baby, MIRI HERE I COME! I miss my bedroom, my guitar, my piano, my... my... EVERYTHING! and MY PRECIOUS FAMILY!! My brother is coming back too. And my uncle & aunt~ Wuhoo!! Seriously can't wait! Hopefully I get to hang out with my friends. Cause heard that their next semester is starting soon. So soon :(
Hey I really need to get going. Friend's calling. Ciao! :)

... :S

2011-07-05T22:19:00.001+08:00

I have no idea what to post my title as, so it'll be "untitled" for this time. Okay? :D Yea, I love to post random stuff nowadays. Just to kill my boredom :) It's not like I don't have any works to do, but... I just like to blog when I'm stressed out or something. Yea, I still got plenty of assignments and revisions to do. But, WHATEVER! XP

"Hey ya' All, I'm Yellow Teddy~" Okay, that's my favorite stuffed doll, cute right? It's yellow! I know people don't usually own a yellow-colour teddy. But I just love yellow!!!!! Seriously. I don't hate other colors of course, but I just specially love yellow :)

Promoting my yummy biscuit. I don't know what you call 'em, but its nice! It tastes like....... sugar. I've been eating that since I was young :D

Ladang time!!!!!!! This time we need to plant all the small shoots on the 'batas'. Yeah, THANK GOD the weather was AWESOME! It's a bit cloudy that time, but looks like its gonna rain heavily. But the activity still going on.

The kacang 'shoots'... Kacang Tanah, Kacang Soya and Kacang Bergandi

Look at the clouds!!!!!! I was so extremely happy that time! Wahaha. And after that, of course, it rains HEAVILY and everyone speeeeeeedddddsss! :D

This cute little kitten seems lost or something. But its so hyperactive! I didn't noticed it sneaks into my room, then suddenly it ''meow'' and really frightens me.

I've waited for this Kuew Tiaw Goreng Special for like an hour. GOshhh! I'm starving till I think I can even SWALLOW a cow. LOL. Seriously. But thank God it tastes delicious, if not, I'll just eat the cook instead. :P

Feeling BORED?

2011-07-03T14:02:00.005+08:00

Me too!! Although I have tons of assignments to do, I still feels bored. Weird right? Hmm. I miss playing my piano and guitar D: I'm so gonna bring along my guitar with me the next time I;m coming back here. Actually, I have no idea what to write on blog today. LOL!

Oh oh oh! I just heard that CHMBB won the first place this year. CONGRATULATIONS!!! I wish I were there with them :'( They're getting awesome day after day. I'm so impressed. All the best in future CHMBB!! :) You guys will always have my support, and I MISS YA'ALL!!

I found few pictures from my friend's Facebook. Hahaha. So I've decided to post 'em up to fill up today's post. Ngeeheeeee. Here there are:This picture is so the very awkward. LOL. I don't know why, it just feels AWKWARD. There's DATUK, NOORA, POKOK, NIPPERR & DEREKTOR. The guy behind me I have no idea what his name is. So sorryyyyy. I'm not that kind of people who remember other people's name easily. Unless if you're name is VERY UNIQUE, then I'll remember for sure :)

Darli, Nyotnyot, Britney, Jerook, Lampai :)

These pictures were taken during Malam Kebudayaan where we're performing Drama. My team got the second place. I didn't perform in the drama ofcourse. Haha. Just doing props for the drama, cause I'm not good in acting. Poor actress. Ha-ha.

Allright, better get going. Need to finish off the slides for tomorrow. TITAS (Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun ASIA) Presentation. Wish me luck! Adios amigo :)

As Promised, here it is!

2011-07-02T23:10:00.016+08:00

Hello Again! It's SATURDAY~ Just some random post. I should've post this yesterday. Everything happened yesterday actually, but since I'm kinda' busy last night, so I'll just post this up today. Not too late aight? Better late than never, agree?? :D

~~Today~~ Technically it would now be YESTERDAY, I received two parcels from MOM! :D I'm so excited actually. Thash went to KSR (Kolej Sri Rajang - Main office for the hostel) with me to redeem the parcels. Then she goes "Why do you always receive parcels? Mine not even ONE reach yet" I guess that's because she's from semenanjung so It'll take more time to get here. Patience, Thash. :)

Mom bought me this! A purse I guess? Aww, it's so cute. Thanks a million mommy :') She even bought me a new yellow sweater @ KLIA! And a new Lab coat! Aaaaaa!!! I miss my mom. And my whole family :'(... Looking forward to meet them soon!
I bought Jay Chou's CETAK ROMPAK album. Ha-ha. Sorry la, I'm not that rich to buy Original version. But the songs are amazing. And there's my new earphone. Teeheee.
My OH-SO-MESSY desk seat. Fulamaaaaak. This is what happens when I becomes lazy. LOL.

I even bought more hangers. It's more convenient to hang my clothes rather than folding them. Kerja orang malas lah katakan :P Lalalaa. See, my wardrobe is so empty. Wait till you look the next picture.

Abacadabraaa!! After doing laundry, finally my wardrobe is NOT EMPTY anymore. You know how I hate doing laundry, so I usually wash it altogether during weekend. How suffering. But I'm glad it dries up so quickly. Wuhoo!~

Went shopping with Phoebe and Jia Le @ Farley, Medan Jaya. Bought lots of stuff. Food, Ladang Boot, New Earphones (Old one rosak dy. So sad), Stationaries....etc.

These are my food supplies. I've restocked it. I didn't find any malta drinks around here. Aihh. I miss that drink so much :(

Okay, this is PREGO. It's a Siamese cat in my friend's room, and it's Pregnant. So Phoebe named it Prego, and guess what? It's eyes are juling! Lol. But it's blue though. And trust me, its very fierce. It has mood swing. I don't understand why there's so many cats around here. Aduiii.

That's Jia Le playing with Prego. I think Prego saw food on the table.

Introducing LAKSA PENANG in Bintulu. Haha. So funneh. It taste nice though. But I prefer Laksa Sarawak and Laksam from Terengganu :P Alaaa, it's just food. I ate almost ANYTHING as long as its EDIBLE & HALAL :)

Hmmm... Oh oh oh! I think I have a crush on this guy. He's a senior in Sem 5. He's so macho, OMG! Seriously like the way he talk laaaa. Ngeh, I'm going insane.

Random, random, random...

That's all from me, peeps! Kalinichta ;D

Full Length Updates :D

2011-06-28T18:41:00.026+08:00

Hola mi dearest amigos! Whaddduuup? Lifes AWESOME am I right? Well, it is to me :) It's getting interesting nowadays. And FORTUNATELY, I get to upload more pictures! Thanks to my dearest new friend - Siti Khadijah a.k.a NIPERR. She lend me her USB connector. So here's the photos I've taken throughout almost one week ( I think) here in UPMKB. It's fun and tiring! I think that's how my life gonna be for 3 years the most? and a half. Cause my course is having 7 semesters which is 3 years and a half including practical. Fuh!

Animals that I found at Niah Food Court. It's like rare species. There's Iguana, snakes, Labi2 (I don't know what it is called in English), there's even Dragon Tortoise! I don't know if its still alive, cause I didn't see it moving at all. LOL. But everyone donates money, according to them it'll grant our wish if we donates. Boleh caye ke? Aiyomakkk...

Oppps! Why is this picture upside down??? Alamakkk. Nevermind. Ok, this is Shevani. She my coursemate. Know what? She's a funny fellow. She speaks so fast, and sometimes I don't really get what she's talking about. She so the very skinny. Ha-ha.That's me and Thash! We're on the way going to food court for dinner. Then Shevani was like - "Hey, there's 2 goat terlepas!" Kureng!!!!! I was so damn tired! Imagine I need to walk atleast 5km from form to classes. Like OMG!!!"We're the best, Screw the rest!"
That's our motto :D
Phasmida the best la!!!!!!!!
Nice right?!! My senior drew it. It's awesome! This is the mural project I'm talking about. I got draw a few anime. It looks kinda nice at first, but then spoilt by the person who colours it. Gosh.
This is the LADANG. Its so huge! It's a place where we need to do our 'Buku Hijau' project

My food supplies ><

My first dinner here. Telur & Sardine. It tastes better than how it looks, seriously.

Its COFFEE BLEND! Yum!!!! Taste like Coffee Bean but it only costs rm2 :DMee Goreng Pattaya & Teh Tarik :)

This NICE picture is actually showing the cute stunted pencil which belongs to NICE friend - Thash. But I didn't notice the background is like sort of NICE too! So overall, this is a NICE picture! Ha-ha. Oh yea, that's Thash and Phoebe. My best buds! Phoebe is from Kuching, she's my coursemate too. And Thash is the girl live opposite my room. She's GENIUS! She got 10 A's for her SPM, like WOW! Amazing, I'm Impressed. And thanks to her I get to know everything about this Uni. Seriously she helped a lot :)

Block F ROCKS T.T.M!!! This is my lovely Blockmates? Haha, I don't know how to say it. We live in the same hostel. All of them are in Semester One.

Take Two! Haha. :D

Its HEMIPTHERA & PHASMIDA!!!

Ohyeah baby, we're AWESOME :D

See those boys, aren't they just adorable?

Especially Noora (the guy beside me). That's not his real name ofcourse.

I met lots of new friends! It's great, really.

My blockmates: Lampai, Watcha, Kak Limah, Darli, Mok Su, Pending, Tarzan, Wan Kembe, Thash Skrin, Lapaq, Kamen, Chikato, Pompom, Derektor, Teleng, Kubis, Britney, Niperr, SMS, Toge, Magi, Haha Bha... Did I left out anyone? Guess not. (Sorry if I did)

Ohyeah, that's not their real names either. Everyone of us have our own block name.

Mine's JEROOK! What's that? I have no idea. But it's cool cause everyone knows me by thhe name though..

I gotta go! Gonna write more tomorrow if I'm free! Daaa~

A piece of me :)

2011-06-25T12:41:00.008+08:00

Hey Fellas! How's everything? Here's a few picture of ME, taken in my room sweet room. Having breaktime now after the sports. Fuh. Such a hot day makes me wanna faint. Seriously. I wonder what's Miri like right now. I mean the weather.

I MISS MY HOME . FAMILY . I MISS MIRI!

Seriously, Miri is like more civilized. LOL. That's according to my seniors. There's no McD in Bintulu. OMK!!!

Anyway, just received 2 parcels from me MOM. Thanks mommie! XOXO. It's all my fault, I forgot to bring along my IC. Nonsence right? But that's the truth, not some stupid silly story. Ha-ha. Now you know how silly I am sometimes.

Oh yea. I love A.F! It's the combination of Mahasiswa Blok A & Mahasiswi Blok F. We're AWESOME! Phasmida & Hemithphera rocks TTM! The boys are so damn friendly, open, caring and humorous! Love 'em! Most of them are my coursemate of course.

Allright, need to stop writing for now. Gotta get some sleep, lack of sleep these few days. There's gonna be drama practise later.

ADIOS AMIGO! :)

New Life @ University Putra Malaysia

2011-06-23T08:14:00.004+08:00

Hola mi dearest readers, how's life?
Mine was pretty much AWESOME! As always. I'm really starting to enjoy myself now, trying to settle down and get use to the daily routine around here.

Alllright, I can't upload my photos right now since I forget to bring my USB connector =.=.. Anyway, that's fine. Thank GOD finally I'm able to ONLINE.

Let me intro a bit about my life around here. Okay, Currently I'm staying at Kolej Sri Rajang (it'll remain the same for the next 3 years) in BLOCK F a.k.a Phasmida. Too bad I have a very annoying room mate.. But.. Who cares. As long as she don't mess up with me, I think I'll just pretend that she doesn't exist. Totally invisible. Wahaaaa, I feel like a bad person. Anyway. I need to walk more than 5 kilometre from my hostel to classes. WOW! Atfirst its really sucks. But now, it's FUN! Cause I got to exercise somehow. I bet you guys are wondering why I'm so free to even write this blog now? Well. My class only starts at 11 today, so... I'M FREE A.T.M! :D

Tomorrow's Friday. OMG. We're having this Coligrasi Thingy. Some sort of like Orientation but worst. We're like getting bullied by our seniors. But I don't give a damn. It's gonna end soon right? Just chill out and everything will be fine. Oh yea, I'm suppose to perform in this traditional dance during the closing ceremony. Like WHAT? Seriously, I DON'T DANCE MAN! I'm forced to do that. But THANK GOD my friend is willing to ganti me. Thanks Malie~ I love her! She's the best!

I'm actually taking the Diploma in Animal Health & Production course. It's more like veterinar coursing. And I have 6 subjects for the first semester. Biology, Chemistry, Komunikasi Dalam Pertanian, English For Academic Purpose, Kenegaraan & TITAS (Tamadun Islam & Tamadun Asia). So far so good. I get 7/15 in my first quiz for Kenegaraan T.T But its ok right? I didnt even attend the firstt lesson, and teacher straight give the quiz. At first I was like - What am I? A genius? Duh. They should exclude the second intake students what. Whatever.

Oh, oh, oh! There's so many handsome boys around here! Especially seniors of course. ROFLMAO! Most of them are from West Malaysia. 80% actually. So, eventhough I'm in Sarawak, I feel like I'm studying in Selangor. Ha-ha, COOL! I'll get there somehow :)

I think that's all for now. Don't when will be my next update. Anyway. Have A Great Day!!!
xoxo. Love, ME :P

What A Day! :S

2011-06-17T18:20:00.004+08:00

Seriously, It has been a very busy day for me. I'm used with last minute packing, so... No biggie? Ha-ha. Hey, It's my last day in Miri! I spent my whole day @ Parkson with my mom. Shopping for everything. I hate shopping especially for clothes! OMG!!! It's so tiring and NO FUN! I mean, you need to try test every clothe that you're gonna buy. For me, if I pick that clothe, I'll buy it for sure. And it's hard to make the right choice of finding something suitable for me. That's why I HATE SHOPPING FOR CLOTHE! But thank God it's over. Phewwww....

And yeah, I just got my new MyKad! And it looks BETTER than the previous one. Seriously. I hate my old MyKad, don't even dare to show it off to other people. I remember during SPM, the examiner is such a bad ass! Most of them I mean. I purposely put it "terbalik" so that people can't see my ugleeee face. But they pandai2 turn it back. Sheesssh! Really wanted to shout at them back then. Just stay calm ,chill.... But now, it looks FINE to me! Ha-ha.

Bought LOTS of stuff. All of them are on my messy bed right now. Not sure how to arrange them. Hohoho. Ren, I wish you were here to help me @.@... I'm still wondering IF I should bring along my guitar. I'll miss it if I don't bring.... :(

FINALLY! My very own Laptop! Hahahahaha. I wish there's yellow one. But. It's ok. At least my mum bought one, I won't have trouble to do assignment then. Plus, I CAN ONLINE!!!! Hope the wireless hotspot's line connection doesn't suck. I think I'll ask my dad to buy broadband or something :/...

That's all for now. MAYBE this is my last post. I have plenty of stuff unprepared YET! So, that's all. I'll miss BLOGGING! I'll start A.S.A.P after I settle down everything at the hostel. So, bye for now peeps! :)

Dedicated To Someone :)

2011-06-16T14:14:00.010+08:00

I'm preparing this earlier because I'm not going to celebrate it with you guys this year. Need to go on the date of your birthday. Aisshhh. Well, I hope you like this! It's so hard for me to find the right angle =.= So you MUST like it :P I know it's kinda' early. But I wanna be the first to wish you!!! Plus, probably I won't be onlining on your Bestday (birthday). So...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE ONCE AGAIN, MY DEAREST ONE :)

We've been friend since Primary One. Promise me you'll be my friend FOREVER.

I...I...I...........

2011-06-16T10:28:00.003+08:00

Tanned Skin - Dark Sparking Eyes - Thick Eyebrows - Wavy Dark Brown Hair - etc...

Handsome . Charming . Caring . Gentleman .....

He's PERFECT!

I know NO ONE'S PERFECT, but for me, HE IS.

His smile makes my world spins faster.

One word - I LOVE HIM!

XOXO :)

Medical Check-Up

2011-06-15T22:16:00.008+08:00

~~Today~~ (Well, technically now it would be yesterday), I went for medical check-up at Polyclinic Miri. It's not my first time checking though. I keep on asking my mum why can't I just use the result that I get during PLKN. Then my mum just stare at me like I've said something wrong. So I just keep quite. See, I'm so goody child :)

I.M.O, taking X-ray was pretty much scary. Maybe just a feeling, it's not actually that SCARY, just kinda' freaks me out. I didn't know we need to be naked to examine for X-ray. Believe me, I was shocked and almost chocked when the dude told me to change clothe including BRAS and what so ever you're wearing. I was like --- What did you just said? OMG. It's so humiliating. The worst part is I actually wear it the wrong way!!!! I didn't know the ribbons should be at the back part. I don't know where exactly to put my face right now. And that X-ray dude is so handsome!!! *Terpaksalah I buat muka tebal =3=* Whatever. Just leave the past in the past. But still, I HATE MEDICAL CHECK-UP. And there's this Urine Sampling. You can't just ask me to pee when I don't even feel like to. But then its okay. The bottle is so thin I could feel the warmth of my pee on my fingertips while I was transporting the filled cup. Like @.@..

See how pretty my LUNGS are. Ha-ha!I wouldn't have lungs like that if I was a smoker. Thank God~ Conclusion, everything goes pretty well. Proves that I have HEALTHY BODY! Wuhoo! But I can't believe I have Ideal weight according to my BMI. I mean, yea I admit that I'm kinda' FAT actually. Whatever, my Diet Progress still ON. Schools about to start. I will lose weight when I'm stress. Cause I don't eat much when I think much :P

Photo @ Esplanade beach. Found this on my Dad's Blackberry. I love the background, It looks so peaceful. This is why I don't want to further at KL, there's no Beaches there. Only Tall Buildings, Traffic Jams, Pollutions and all. Ugh. Unless IF I get somewhere in Terengganu, then it'll be GREAT! I don't understand why most Sarawakians like to further to KL! Why KL of all places? I can imagine how crowded that place is right now. Hmm...

Last night I went through every clothes in my Wardrobe. And I just sat there, look at all my tops. Like... What the heck am I suppose to wear? So I text my friend - Nurain which currently studying at UiTM. So what I need is one or two pairs of Baju Kurung, I need some slack pants too. Formal shirts. Bla, bla, bla... Man... I haven't start shopping for clothes, and EVERYTHING! Brrrrrrr... Hope tonight my parents are free to bring me for a quick shopping or something.

Probably after this I'll stop blogging for a while. I mean, after I get into University. Unless IF my mum buy me a laptop. I'm on my way persuading her to buy one. Ha-ha. Wish me luck!

Adios niños! Ha-ha, joking. Adios mi precioso amigos! :D

Things Are Finally Looking Up Again...

2011-06-14T14:31:00.004+08:00

I'm so glad FINALLY I'm going to start study. OMG! Goodbye Miri, Hello Bintulu! LOL. I'll still be around the neighborhood. 3 hours journey from Miri. Yes, BINTULU! I just got an offer from Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM) @ Bintulu. I'm taking Diploma Kesihatan Haiwan & Penternakan. Alhamdulillah, Thank God! Finally dreams come true. Allah did answer my prayers after all :)

I checked the upu.mohe website this morning. The first thing I saw was the word "TAHNIAH" and my tears start to roll down. I didn't even look at what course I get. LOL.

Then, then I start to contact my friends. Aren & Fen were the first 2 person I text. Then I called my Mom. And I leave message on some of my friends' wallpost in Facebook. Including Cikgu Fini! I miss her :( Anyway, she graduated from UPM too :D But she's in Serdang, Selangor. I'm so gonna get there some day! Hopefully. I wann be like her, she inspires me A LOT! Almost forgot, I haven't tell Mr. Potato. Nah, who cares. I told him he won't be the last person to know about my further plans. He'll know sooner.

But there are plenty stuff makes me feel so berat hati to go. I haven't get my driving license YET! I guess you guys sure'll wonder what took me so long to get one. It's not my fault all right? My teacher was having seriously long term holidays. Haiz. But what ever, I'll continue the rest during semester break probably. Hmm.

Another thing, I won't be celebrating Fen's birthday which is on 18th June. So sorry Fen! But I'll prepare something nice for you though (still thinking what you want for your birthday). I hope the line there doesn't suck. Then I can online.

I guess I can't meet my old friend then. Actually I'm suppose to meet up with my primary school buddy, Rebecca after her final exams which ends on 24th June. Perhaps we'll meet some other time then. I miss her very much!

I'm starting to feel relieved now. Think I should start buy some stuff now. But I'm not that worry cause I can simply ask my parents to bring things that I needed since I'm not that FAR AWAY. That's the advantage of being near. Well, not that near.

Plus, I can meet with my PLKN friends! Wohoooo!

That's it for today. Stay tuned for more updates!!!

Kalinichta! ;D

Alamak...

2011-06-13T19:25:00.007+08:00

Okay, I'm gonna continue writing for today's post. Guess what I've been doing the whole NOON? My lil' bro came home early today. Suhweeeet! Thank God, I have a companion then. So I showed him the video I was watching this morning. "Hitz fm Parody - How To Pay" (You can check it out @ the post below.)

Anyway.

He was laughing all the way, he says the lyrics are funneh. The he suggest to watch the rest of the videos from Hitz fm. I'm okay with that since we have pretty much NOTHING to do by the way. Both of US sat in front of the computer, laughing the whole afternoon. Like, seriously! It's so funny especially the video "Stuck in Hitz Studio with JJ & Ean" *not quite sure if this is the title*. Laughing isn't that bad after all don't you think so? But I end up getting a headache and my eys are all RED (like cyclops, LOL). Probably I was a bit off the limit staring at the computer screen. My mum did warn me about not spending too much time in front of the computer, but, you know me. I'm as stubborn as usual. So. GUILTY *hands up* Think you should say "serves me right", I mean you. Grrr, whatever. You know what I mean. Mother knows best! And Father too. So, always listen to them. I get it now :)

Seriously.

I shouldn't be in front of the computer now.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Or else my mum will start to lecture me all night long. So. B4N! :D

Aha! That's me. Any difference before & after? Taken @ the same shop though.

P.S: It's Monday! Hope there's no BIG FROWN today :) But I'm still looking forward for coming WEEKEND!

P.P.S: Met Mr. Wong (My former school's principal) LOL. I almost didn't recognize him, BUT he did recognize me. He wanted to ask me something, but I was on the phone with my BFFL, sad case didn't get the chance to talk to him. Hope to see him next time! :D

Kalinichta! ;D

Home Alone D:

2011-06-13T11:09:00.004+08:00

Seriously, being ALONE @ home sucks A LOT! Had to wake up early. I could've sleep longer IF everyone's still home. Oh God. Now I wish my BIG BRO is here with me. But if he's here, I won't be able to write this post now. He'll conquer the computer for the whole day for sure.

So today I went through all my favorite websites. Especially YOUTUBE. Wanna check out if there's something NEW. Youtube always full with Latest Hits and Brilliant Talents.

Anyway.

Found this Parody from Hitz Fan Page. Seriously cool! Feel free to watch it :D J.J & EAN ARE JUST SO AMAZING! ROFLMAO >< Notice the last sentence in this video "I am afraid of heights" LOL! It's a Parody which actually from Jason Derullo's - Watcha' Say.

I'm starving now. Gonna cook some breakfast. Will update more sooner yea!

Later! :DDD

What's Da' Big Deal? =.="

2011-06-12T12:56:00.007+08:00

For goodness' sake, STOP ASKING ME THE SAME QUESTION! Really. If I'll get 10 ringgit whenever a person ask me "where are you studying now", I think I'll be rich by now. I don't know if they're actually concern about me or what so ever. It's like a nightmare when I goes online and all of a sudden, many chat box pop out like daisies. LOL. There goes the same old question. Different version but same main point.

"Where are you studying now?"

"What course are you studying. I mean, where the heck are you?"

"Where'd you been? Studying?"

bla...bla...bla...

And a whole lot more.

Believe me. This is why I never want to put status as "online". Trying to get away from this whole nightmare. I really do hope I can just reply with this one simple straight to the point answer.

I . JUST . DO . NOT . KNOW

I actually told my BFFLE about this. Guess what she said.

"Just tell them you're having a longterm holiday"

Ha-ha. Humour me, babe! I wish it was that EASY.

Everyone is going to finish their first semester, and me? I'm still here. NO STUDY. NO NOTHING. What a Holiday! Pfft. It's not that I can't wait to further study or what. I'd love to have more holidays. I just CAN'T STAND people asking me the same question. It's like they're trying to tell me "You should probably be studying in university by now you know?" Like I don't know. I KNOW, allright. Totally freaks me out @.@

Even Athirah's Dad asked my Mom what course I'm taking.

And there goes my dad with his I-told-you-so-but-you-would-never-listen-to-me quote.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh man. I'm helpless, hopeless, clueless, restless and what ever 'less' just name it! I'm getting tired of this "game". Hope it'll stop soon. SOON! That's why I'm looking forward to next week.

Hopefully the result is worth waiting for.

P.S: I want to go to Low Yat Plaza @ KAY EL!! There's this "Largest Angry Bird Playground" event going on there. Ngah! ><

P.P.S: Sorry IF I offended anyone out there. Didn't mean to.

(Apologizing from the very bottom of my heart)

P.P.P.S: School STARTS tomorrow! Better be ready. Don't have to remind anyone about HOMEWORKS eh? Happy Studying Yo! :)

Kalinichta! ;D

I Have No Idea What To Post

2011-06-11T17:28:00.003+08:00

Like seriously? I know it's LAME but what ever!! ROFL. Just showing off OUR new passport sized photos. My mum suddenly wants me to take photo, she said "You'll need it" so I said "Okay". WHOA! WHY THE HECK AM I BEING SO RANDOM TODAY?? I mean. I've no IDEA what to post. Hmm... It's not like I'm bored today anyway, just cant recall what I've been doing the whole day.

Sweat.

Better off now or else I'll start mumbling nonsense.

Will be back when I'm full with IDEAS. IDEAS-That's what I really need now.

Adios Amigo. Muackxiesss :D

Something Nice ;D

2011-06-10T14:38:00.003+08:00

This sure is something nice. Found this video on Hitz.fm fan page. Make sure you guys watch it! The 2 dudes are INCREDIBLY AWESOME! I mean, they play piano duet. And their voices are so harmonic when it combines together. Watch 'em! No regrets I can guarantee :) There;s more videos of them. Michael Henry & Justin Robinette in youtube. Just click the hyperlinked words and it'll lead you to their channel. Enjoy! :D

Holidays = Almost Over :(

2011-06-09T14:31:00.004+08:00

Hey people! How was your hols? Ahaaa... It's gonna end so soon, sad case :( I'm still having my holiday though!!! Feel bad for you guys. But... Schools gonna start next week which means... I'M GONNA BE COMPLETELY ALONE AGAIN! Oh NOOOOOOOOOO. Not fair D: But at the very least I can conquer the computer for the whole day --- as long as I want to. Aha!

♥ Sweeeet :D

Anyway.

I've done lots of stuff throughout the hols. Most of them are babysitting my siblings. It's not like my little bro can't take care of himself, but. Well, what I meant was we did many stuff together such as learning guitar, watch TV, talk craps etc etc etc...

We even make brownies for dessert! Way to go I might say :) Not exactly my masterpiece since there's two pests helping out. At first Zeem said that it looks like ''taik a.k.a SH*T'' The heck? Ha-ha. But seriously, it doesn't look as nice as it taste. Wait till you try 'em, it tastes delightful & delicious!

My cute, precious, adorable, huggable, squeezable LITTLE JO.JO!

Notice how it drinks water from the tube.

I need MORE BOOKS! Like seriously? There's no way I can spend my long term holidays without books. Those 2 books? I've finished them in 2 days time. LOL. So now I'm waiting for my mum to come back from Mukah and bring me to Popular Bookstore!!! Blatantly obvious that's THE ONLY bookstore we have in Miri. Why? WHY? WHY???? I need MPH! I need KINOKUNIYA! Ugh. Hmm, I hope my mum did bought some books for me as a souvenirs *wonders* Probably No. She's busy with works and stuff *sigh* Nevermind! I'll just wait till weekend! Fast forward to the WEEKEND, WEEKEND!

Kalinichta! ;D